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Been a lot going on.
13 years ago
So as many of you know may parents divorced. And For those who noted me about it thanks but I'm completely okay! I snapped out of my bad mood and realized this is for the better, I won't have to deal with outrageous fighting in the house and my mom and dad will be happy for once and I really want them for that. I've tried fro the longest time to help them but sometimes no matter how many options I had given them to improve, It did not work. I really wish their love could had lasted. My mom has a short temper and she's paranoid and my dad just plain well...does not give a fuck for a lack of a better description. I don't know they both had their faults. Everyone in some kind of relationship does something stupid at least once and sometimes either breaks the bond or gains the courage to mend it.
But this, like other situations opened my eyes that this is a new start for everyone. and I feel it will all be okay.
Also broke up with my girlfriend, funny she reminded me of myself when I was younger, a liar. But she was older than me. Seriously. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. Not only that but she thought I was cheating on her when I absolutely was not, unless you count me talking to one of my best friends I EVER had that lives all the way in new york. OH NO I BE CHEATIN. Gurl, puh-leez. So then she attacked my friend and it was over right there. NO ONE fucks with my NY FRIEND NO ONE. Well stays my friend after that, that is.
But Yeah, you know who you are, if you are stalking me and reading this I apologize but I CANT have you treating my best friend that way I'm sorry, maybe when you calm down I can be your friend again but I think I'm done with love right now, you were a good partner while it lated but some of the things you did really made me upset, that and you acted like a TOTAL poser. Seriously please be yourself you will be SO much happier and I liked you before you got all rotted to the core.
Also I'm going to the CalArts summer program hopefully that will give me more ties. Got a card from NDI (Naughty dog, creators of uncharted) after my dad met one of the staff at his work. And they gave me really helpful tips on getting my stuff out there. Well which you guys will most likely never see because I don't have it anywhere posted on the internet I only have hobby/freetime stuff posted rather than actual paintings/concept work examples, I don't want my idea used. I mean the internet is a goldmine for uncreative artists that have more experience and can just copy a less experienced artist and make it better, I don't want that. But if you are a close friend of mine you already seen it. I just don't want to risk it until I get a copyright really. Cause this isn't my usual stuff this is like 12-14 hour work/paintings. they aren't doodles like the rest of my galleries.
Cause seriously, no gaming company is going to hire me if I draw anthros/cartoons/fanart/usualshit only.
I SUCK at digital so all my traditional is just well better, and I prefer realism over cartoon, anime/my usual style and I love critique so maybe I might post it JUST for critique If I can round up some people willing to, cause what everyone considers CRITIQUE nowadays is an asskissing. NOOOO I DONT LIKE THAT. BE AS HARSH AND BLUNT AS FUCKING POSSIBLE. BRICKS. NOT BABY POWDER.
I am gonna start driving, getting my first job soon, besides teaching guitar right now. and I don't wanna screw this up time to get serious. But with a bit of silliness here and there cause I don't want to be a total party pooper. So yeah gunna take courses in digital concept design AND animation just for a side.
Down to chinatown LA everyday for me.
I wonder why the hell we even HAVE a chinatown but I don't care I can have noodles for lunch everyday, good enough for me <3
But this, like other situations opened my eyes that this is a new start for everyone. and I feel it will all be okay.
Also broke up with my girlfriend, funny she reminded me of myself when I was younger, a liar. But she was older than me. Seriously. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. Not only that but she thought I was cheating on her when I absolutely was not, unless you count me talking to one of my best friends I EVER had that lives all the way in new york. OH NO I BE CHEATIN. Gurl, puh-leez. So then she attacked my friend and it was over right there. NO ONE fucks with my NY FRIEND NO ONE. Well stays my friend after that, that is.
But Yeah, you know who you are, if you are stalking me and reading this I apologize but I CANT have you treating my best friend that way I'm sorry, maybe when you calm down I can be your friend again but I think I'm done with love right now, you were a good partner while it lated but some of the things you did really made me upset, that and you acted like a TOTAL poser. Seriously please be yourself you will be SO much happier and I liked you before you got all rotted to the core.
Also I'm going to the CalArts summer program hopefully that will give me more ties. Got a card from NDI (Naughty dog, creators of uncharted) after my dad met one of the staff at his work. And they gave me really helpful tips on getting my stuff out there. Well which you guys will most likely never see because I don't have it anywhere posted on the internet I only have hobby/freetime stuff posted rather than actual paintings/concept work examples, I don't want my idea used. I mean the internet is a goldmine for uncreative artists that have more experience and can just copy a less experienced artist and make it better, I don't want that. But if you are a close friend of mine you already seen it. I just don't want to risk it until I get a copyright really. Cause this isn't my usual stuff this is like 12-14 hour work/paintings. they aren't doodles like the rest of my galleries.
Cause seriously, no gaming company is going to hire me if I draw anthros/cartoons/fanart/usualshit only.
I SUCK at digital so all my traditional is just well better, and I prefer realism over cartoon, anime/my usual style and I love critique so maybe I might post it JUST for critique If I can round up some people willing to, cause what everyone considers CRITIQUE nowadays is an asskissing. NOOOO I DONT LIKE THAT. BE AS HARSH AND BLUNT AS FUCKING POSSIBLE. BRICKS. NOT BABY POWDER.
I am gonna start driving, getting my first job soon, besides teaching guitar right now. and I don't wanna screw this up time to get serious. But with a bit of silliness here and there cause I don't want to be a total party pooper. So yeah gunna take courses in digital concept design AND animation just for a side.
Down to chinatown LA everyday for me.
I wonder why the hell we even HAVE a chinatown but I don't care I can have noodles for lunch everyday, good enough for me <3
