So it seems I'm still alive
13 years ago
So, I'm still alive. Since my last journal not much has changed as far as what's going on. I've been in and out of mental hospitals, diagnosed with Bipolar and Borderline Personality Disorder. I've ridden in an ambulance and made everyone around me cry. So it should come as no surprise I haven't posted journal's after all I really hate posting whiney journals and having people reply *hugs* I'd rather just be ignored. So I didn't bother posting until now that all the immediate drama is done.
I'm going to once again try to get active on this site though I'm unaware how a person is "active" here.. it's been a while.
Yet again I've changed ALOT like I think I'm a completely different person after all that's happened my views have kind of changed so I just kind of figured I'd post this just to clear up any weird vibes you may get from me. It's nothing personal I've just been through more than I care to post in a journal and it's had a very serious impact on my life.
On the good side (for me) I got my lip pierced, I've grown rather fond of body mods and look forward to many more (maybe)
Anyway I'm sorry for this post, I hope I didn't come off too harsh or strong. I hope you all have been well and feel free to message me.
I'm going to once again try to get active on this site though I'm unaware how a person is "active" here.. it's been a while.
Yet again I've changed ALOT like I think I'm a completely different person after all that's happened my views have kind of changed so I just kind of figured I'd post this just to clear up any weird vibes you may get from me. It's nothing personal I've just been through more than I care to post in a journal and it's had a very serious impact on my life.
On the good side (for me) I got my lip pierced, I've grown rather fond of body mods and look forward to many more (maybe)
Anyway I'm sorry for this post, I hope I didn't come off too harsh or strong. I hope you all have been well and feel free to message me.
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Oh and Waggable was awesome this year at Pitts. Anthro Con. even though i got to see him once or twice.
On the lighter note, Lip ring! Pics soon? I've always wanted one. I bet you look great with one.
I've missed you. Glad to see you back.
It's good to know you're mother is stable that gives me some hope as coping with this has been the most challenging thing to deal with.
I'm so glad to hear from you!
My mother went through alot. She used to go on spending sprees, run away, attack people, try to commit suicide. But after she was diagnosed and got some help and was able to take some time for herself she felt better and has a more stable life. She still has her days But it's alot better now .You just have to find what works best for you and keep at it.
I'm glad you're still here! I missed you! I was getting really worried for awhile.