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Might as well post an update. <vent journal>
13 years ago
Ok, I don't post journals often.
Most of the time I just feel that what's goin' on in my life other people just don't wanna know about.
I guess I just want people to know what's going on finally, this could take a while.
I'm gonna start with saying I'm still out of a job, been 20 months now and it's not looking any better at the moment. I'd go back to school, I made a mistake in my past and so I'm ineligible for any form of financial aid. Before anyone asks what I did, please don't it's something dumb and I'd rather just leave it at that. I don't seem to have any truly marketable skills. Seems being 30 and having spent most of your life working in gas stations does not a resume make.
Ok, so now on to things here at home. Well, the weekend before the New Jersey furBQ my uncle got a DUI. It's his 4th, though the last one was about 20 years ago. At the moment since he's paying a good portion of he bills we don't really know what's gonna happen, but we could loose the house. So yeah, tensions are high here in the house. Especially seeing as my grandmother and I are the only ones that seem to be worrying right now.
To top this all off the brakes on my car are gone. Now this could be something simple and easy to fix worst case I'm looking at $150 tops for parts cause I can do all the work myself. I just don't have the money right now. I'm actually trying to sell my space marines to cover it, but no luck so far.
The no job thing is actually effecting my social life as I'm not getting out, mostly because I feel like I'm burden to people when I'm depressed. I've not made a fur bowl or fur meet just because I don't want to be around others right now. The few times I've gotten out have been good for me, though I've cost at least one of my friends some money and I really need to make that up to them.
So I guess basically I'm alive, just not getting out much.
Most of the time I just feel that what's goin' on in my life other people just don't wanna know about.
I guess I just want people to know what's going on finally, this could take a while.
I'm gonna start with saying I'm still out of a job, been 20 months now and it's not looking any better at the moment. I'd go back to school, I made a mistake in my past and so I'm ineligible for any form of financial aid. Before anyone asks what I did, please don't it's something dumb and I'd rather just leave it at that. I don't seem to have any truly marketable skills. Seems being 30 and having spent most of your life working in gas stations does not a resume make.
Ok, so now on to things here at home. Well, the weekend before the New Jersey furBQ my uncle got a DUI. It's his 4th, though the last one was about 20 years ago. At the moment since he's paying a good portion of he bills we don't really know what's gonna happen, but we could loose the house. So yeah, tensions are high here in the house. Especially seeing as my grandmother and I are the only ones that seem to be worrying right now.
To top this all off the brakes on my car are gone. Now this could be something simple and easy to fix worst case I'm looking at $150 tops for parts cause I can do all the work myself. I just don't have the money right now. I'm actually trying to sell my space marines to cover it, but no luck so far.
The no job thing is actually effecting my social life as I'm not getting out, mostly because I feel like I'm burden to people when I'm depressed. I've not made a fur bowl or fur meet just because I don't want to be around others right now. The few times I've gotten out have been good for me, though I've cost at least one of my friends some money and I really need to make that up to them.
So I guess basically I'm alive, just not getting out much.
hang in there dear