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13 years ago
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All I wanna do is get high by the beach, get high by the beach, get high. -Lana-
Somedays I wish someone would just blow my brains out. No I'm not contemplating suicide, I hate suicide it pisses me off for so many reasons.
1. This world turns it back to you, people treat you like shit and probably hope by doing so they can get you to rub yourself out. To all those fucking pricks that treated me poorly I have one thing to say; I'm not gonna do your job for you, if your sick of seeing me than fucking shoot me. Frankly I'd rather suffer a million hells than give you what you want.
2. Death is the only sure thing in life, I mean you can do your best to eat well, exercise, no drugs, booze, smokes, but nevertheless death is inevitable for all of us.
3. Iv come to far to quit now. For years iv suffered depression, psychosis, adiction, and whatever else this world manages to hit me with.
People have always treated me like crap, this moronic fucking fandom including, and although i am not even a part of I just want you to know; I'm not going anywhere. Im still going to favorite things and write stupid fucking journals that no one cares about. It pisses me off that people would comment on stupid things like this, but when something horrible happens (like my step brother's death) I don't get so much as an "I'm sorry".
I regret ever giving money to the likes of you, and wish all the worst to you.
1. This world turns it back to you, people treat you like shit and probably hope by doing so they can get you to rub yourself out. To all those fucking pricks that treated me poorly I have one thing to say; I'm not gonna do your job for you, if your sick of seeing me than fucking shoot me. Frankly I'd rather suffer a million hells than give you what you want.
2. Death is the only sure thing in life, I mean you can do your best to eat well, exercise, no drugs, booze, smokes, but nevertheless death is inevitable for all of us.
3. Iv come to far to quit now. For years iv suffered depression, psychosis, adiction, and whatever else this world manages to hit me with.
People have always treated me like crap, this moronic fucking fandom including, and although i am not even a part of I just want you to know; I'm not going anywhere. Im still going to favorite things and write stupid fucking journals that no one cares about. It pisses me off that people would comment on stupid things like this, but when something horrible happens (like my step brother's death) I don't get so much as an "I'm sorry".
I regret ever giving money to the likes of you, and wish all the worst to you.
