trying to get life together and stuff. looking for work and trying to get out depression but seems im unlucky with that kind of stuff its probably when i apply and stuff talk to manager and such no calls that's probably a little part that lets me down. And for my bf he had to get medical leave for work so hes not working and he wants to school but ive been always asking him even now i get same answer -idk what profession to pick- so that take forever. and then i think sometimes how i screw up life because ive picked wrong or bad choices. Now im suffering or being punish because of it life period basically . so yea some of this makes me depress. but ill suck it up and try to make the best of it and try to improve