Lost
13 years ago
Just remember; no matter how bad things get... they can always get worse.
My girlfriend told me last night that she was going to be eliminating all contact with everyone for a long time because she was tired of dealing with people and their shit... What bothers me is that I'm one of the people she's not talking to anymore; she told me that there was nothing wrong between us, and that she would keep in touch by sending me pictures and calling once in a while... but I'm scared that she may not, she may actually disappear from my life completely, at her own doing. I told her I wouldn't argue her decision, everyone needs their space, and sometimes people just can't stand the way people in general act, but I can't live like this. She's the only person in my life right now that is giving me a reason to stay alive, and something to look forward to, I can't immagine myself having any kind of future without her... I love her more than anyone else, and she's the only person outside of the internet that's ever legitimately gave a real shit about me and now I can't even get in contact with her... I don't know what to do anymore... I'm so lost without her.
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