Yeah.

AIM lately.

Uhm. Really in the past few years or so, but it's been really concentrated in the past few months...

I've been getting panic attacks a lot using AIM. So if I'm online, and I don't talk to you, yeah. It isn't personal, but I can't do it. I just can't. AIM should NOT be stressful, but it really has been lately.

I am greatly considering switching to my other AIM account that I have but have never used. Because my AIM now is from years ago, and has people on it from forever ago, including IRL friends that I don't talk to anymore, old roleplay buddies that I've stopped playing with for various reasons, and then the like, five people I actually talk to.

I will give you the new AIM if you are one of those people and if you FUCKING PROMISE ME THAT YOU'LL READ MY GODDAMN STATUS BEFORE TALKING TO ME. Sometimes it's stupid and silly, but often, they include important information about my mood, what's going on, and whether I want to roleplay or not.

I'm going to be keeping Surprise Mavu for commissions/business/people I don't know and want to talk to, but other than that, I just can't... I dunno. I hate having to be on invisible just because I only want to talk to one person and I don't want to be a rude asshole. It has nothing to do with disliking anyone or being angry, and everything to do with my panic attacks that cause me to sign off early and simply talk to no one.