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13 years ago
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+ﾟ✽✿✽ﾟ+｡Ｙ⌒♪Ｙ⌒Ｙ｡+ﾟ✽✿✽ﾟ+｡+ﾟ✽✿✽ﾟ+｡Ｙ⌒Ｙ⌒Ｙ｡+ﾟ✽✿✽ﾟ+｡Ｙ⌒Ｙ⌒♪Ｙ｡+ﾟ✽✿✽ﾟ+｡Ｙ⌒Ｙ⌒Ｙ｡ This is one problem that I've been having for quite some time, mostly because it has it's ups and downs.
But I'm kind of half scared to always post something sexual.
For one reason because I am afraid people will hate me for it/ ridicule me for what I like/ ect.
It has happened before and I've have this one huge traumatizing experience when I was little.
Okay so when I was little, I also did draw porn. Just the much lighter stuff, like maybe 4th or 5th grade.
And I actually made a comic involving two guys just kissing and talking (I still have it <3) but when I finished to show one of my friends. They liked it, though another person looked over their shoulder and started shouting?
"OMG you're drawing porn!"
"Monika stop drawing all your japanese porn!'
I don't even know why she added the word Japanese into it but I was SO FUCKING SCARED, I hid all the papers quickly and just tried to do little cat doodles but even then people kept looking at me weirdly for the rest of the day. Man I remember it so well.
I never shared drawings of kissing or anything sexual again until I joined the internet and I posted it maybe one or two years ago.
Nowadays I'm still scared to draw anything too graphic in the thought that somebody might see it even though nobody goes on my comp and all.
Sure you've seen me draw guts and blood, but you haven't seen me draw dicks. And though I'd love to draw all the cowboy dicks in the world, I am scared as shit.
I have been trying to break out of this more, but people get nosy with me especially with my little black book that I bring everywhere and try to draw whatever I want. Including violence and porn. And people like to fucking peek into your shit even when you say "nopenopenopenopenopenpoenopenpoenoenope".
But even with this fear I do know that I have loving fans that would love me even if I drew dicknipples. And that is why I love them dearly, just I kind of hide my love so I don't scare ya'll. So if anybody else feels this same way, like scared of posting more graphic things then don't be. Draw whatever you want and people will love it. <3
And if they don't, show me and I will >:C
But I'm kind of half scared to always post something sexual.
For one reason because I am afraid people will hate me for it/ ridicule me for what I like/ ect.
It has happened before and I've have this one huge traumatizing experience when I was little.
Okay so when I was little, I also did draw porn. Just the much lighter stuff, like maybe 4th or 5th grade.
And I actually made a comic involving two guys just kissing and talking (I still have it <3) but when I finished to show one of my friends. They liked it, though another person looked over their shoulder and started shouting?
"OMG you're drawing porn!"
"Monika stop drawing all your japanese porn!'
I don't even know why she added the word Japanese into it but I was SO FUCKING SCARED, I hid all the papers quickly and just tried to do little cat doodles but even then people kept looking at me weirdly for the rest of the day. Man I remember it so well.
I never shared drawings of kissing or anything sexual again until I joined the internet and I posted it maybe one or two years ago.
Nowadays I'm still scared to draw anything too graphic in the thought that somebody might see it even though nobody goes on my comp and all.
Sure you've seen me draw guts and blood, but you haven't seen me draw dicks. And though I'd love to draw all the cowboy dicks in the world, I am scared as shit.
I have been trying to break out of this more, but people get nosy with me especially with my little black book that I bring everywhere and try to draw whatever I want. Including violence and porn. And people like to fucking peek into your shit even when you say "nopenopenopenopenopenpoenopenpoenoenope".
But even with this fear I do know that I have loving fans that would love me even if I drew dicknipples. And that is why I love them dearly, just I kind of hide my love so I don't scare ya'll. So if anybody else feels this same way, like scared of posting more graphic things then don't be. Draw whatever you want and people will love it. <3
And if they don't, show me and I will >:C
I did that too, drawing the lighter stuff around that age, but for me it was more in 6th geade when I was looking for werewolves and found someone's furry site.
But no one has ever said anything about me drawing naked monsters all the time.
Which is weird.
Even when I'm doing anatomy studies people still look at me weirdly D:
but yep, people gotta stop looking over my shoulder. Or the worst is when other people INVITE others to look into your book. Then it's like "STOP".
I also feel uncomfortable when people decide that they want to look through it.
So for my final project at my first college I drew my boyfriend butt-ass-naked and made him write "FUCK YOU" All over it in paint LOL
And then I turned it in to my super conservative super strange super straight-edged Japanese Professor who knew my boyfriend personally and thought highly of him.
And I good grade on it.
And I laughed. Super hard.
Also my mother hated it so that was awesome.
that is just so perfect hahah
I should really for my final in art do that, except the front
like make it artistic but most of the time me and my friends paint in the halls so people will be walking by, seeing me, drawing a dick
It is seriously great therapy to draw something like that that's on-topic for the assignment and meets the requirements but is also kind of like FUCK YOU I CAN DRAW SHIT LIKE THIS in nature.
Made out of chocolate :3
I swear I will do that next year, especially since my art teacher's the kind that never gives a fuck.
My only cautionary word would be this: Make sure it doesn't ruin your reputation in real life. If you think it will interfere with you getting a job or something serious like that, just make a new account under a different name and start from scratch there. OR don't share it at all.
Personally, I never look at porn and hate a lot of it but I would like to encourage you to draw it. :D Exploring your artistic abilities by changing subject matter and composition is fantastic, as well as getting feedback for it. Plus there is the simple pleasure one gets from getting praise for something they've created. c:
Hm well pertaining to a job I don't refer to my real name on websites like this or FA and prefer my alias so I don't think people would find it really unless I'd show them myself. Though I already do have a job haha.
Mhmm true, and actually since I've been drawing it more my anatomy has gotten better since all the poses and shit aren't what I'm used to.
anyways, Morticia seems to have given you the best little tid bit of advice here, i highly recommend you to take her word for it!
And I agree though haha, and I will :3
I hide my porn irl, it's very secretive and I only draw it when others aren't around or I'm in safe enough company, but I typically hide it in weird places...just like where I hide my copies of Vania's F1LTH in weird places. I don't want anyone finding my (exquisitely drawn) satanic erotic comix collection.
/awkward
Also there's always thumbnails. I don't like them personally but I've had to use them before for things I was positive would be best off with a warning. :>
haha I barely even hide mine but eh if they'd find it then I don't think they'd even care too much and MAYBE move on but it's best not to find out hehe
well mine aren't really violent or hardcore so I don't think I'll even need a thumbnail haha
Multiple accounts SUCK! Fuck that shit. Good news is, everybody draws porn in college and no one cares so you can post it then if you feel more comfortable about it, haha. But people looking through your stuff SUCKS. I hate when people look through my art. It's up to me if I want to show them any of it. :/ Plus they may find my crappy embarrassing old sketches. That would be depressing.
oh yea that's true, but I'd rather do it whenever I'd actually finish some so I at least get used to it and all that
I hear you there--I had to get used to drawing it too since so much of it is about atmosphere/expression/etc. about 2 million shredded sketches beforehand lol
I'm still trying to break out of this self barrier and just make me draw whatever without imagining ridicule or that sort.