Moon Hooch - #9



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Tomorrow night at 5PM [EST] I will be streaming! I'm using a new program so I might be on a bit earlier futsing around with it. livestream.com/ghostlygameplay if you don't have it already! Or if you are more into FPS games'n stuff go to Freelance channel! Livestream.com/freelance he's not on a schedule so you may be needing to key in on 'bout 7PM or so. Or another partner stream run by my lovely wuffles http://www.livestream.com/aion_portal not as active but hopefully we'll be able to collaborate together and have this kind of congeal into a nice blubbery gamer mass!

I must confess that I haven't been writing at all this month... I know I don't really have a set schedule for my stories to come out and I did say that I'd have one out by the end of the month but this month's been a train wreck for me to be honest. I had an interview as you all are aware and I thought it went well but since then I've been kind of mulling over things. I went to the Laundry Love event and was social though in my honest opinion my heart sank a bit at the end... could've been more social but at the same time... Well to put it bluntly I'm not exactly a social butterfly and haven't had much uhmm... socialite experience? I'm guessing/hoping that's the right term for it. So yea not feeling 100% on the premise that I've shown how social I can be to the Starbuck's manager. I smiled, shook hands, talked a bit to some folks, offered free cups of iced coffee out'n had a good time but... I just worry that I could've done more.

My family's been in and out of the hospital since mid-month so yea there's that... family's only means of transport was totaled by some moron that ran a stop sign. So yea there's that. I've had to clean up things I hope to never again have the need to clean up ever, ever, EVER again. I've also had a friend in the hospital as well... Damned nurses and staff are all walking around with their heads either in their asses or in the ground either one my friend watched in horror as his leg and toes were slowly eaten away. As a result of the hospital staff's absolute apathy towards him he lost toes leaving only his big toe apparently... I don't care what they say I say light a fire under their asses and maybe get them treating people like people and not damned statistics! By the way if you're in Tampa... avoid TGH at all costs.

I hit a bit of rough waters and yet... I sail on. That's all I really want to say 'bout that. Nothing big but yea... kinda distracting.
Speaking of distracting I've found that when I have my headphones on I tend to not breath as much. I'm guessing it's some warped mental queue from a verbal transaction. Thankfully this doesn't happen when I go to sleep... but I do find it rather unsettling that I need to remind myself to breath at times when I have my headset on... I damn my mind for letting such a mental distraction be allowed!

In the end I suppose I blame myself for letting this chaos overrun me and for also letting a petty thing sink so deep into my mind as to actually disrupt my breathing! I have started writing but I'm not at a very comfortable position right now so I'm going to be busting my ass to try'n get this done comfortably because I do NOT want to rush things... I hate rushing stories it makes them all kinds of sloppy.

ALSO! Tomorrow's stream [or today's if you go by the most recent time on the clock...] may be Guild Wars 2 Beta! I haven't played the first one so this will be completely new to me.