>.> dont worry hun.

Just remember when the Drama gets to thick that it could be worse. so much worse. this will blow over. this will go away someday. whether by finding new friends or making up with old over misunderstandings and slights and things that got out of hand.

these people can hurt you because you care about them. which caring is a double edged sword. it really is. it can cut or heal. it can bring things together or sunder them apart. but imagine if these people were to die. even as much as they hurt you it would hurt more from that. because not only because of the unresolved feelings that would now never have a chance to heal but also because you would know how you really felt about them in that finality. that you did and do care. and you could never tell them.

and i pray you do not often know the pain of not ever being able to hold someone dear to you again.

Thanks bud