Sorry for not drawing, keeping people my up to date and being normal bouncy foxie self. In the past 4 days I have gone through every emotion from happy, depressed, feeling helpless, angry and everything in between. My biological mother is in town till tomorrow and is going to be over for breakfast. Normally this would make almost anyone else happy for me not so much.... For the last 5 years she has payed a major toll on me mentally. I never could get the courage to tell her how I feel, how she could have been a better mother to me heck her trying to be a mother to me would have been enough for me. For these last 4 days I have wanted to cry just to let it out and get it over with but it hasn't came yet. Long story short I could really use a hug.