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13 years ago
Day by day, another day ... sometimes I just want to turn off my brain and stop thinking for a few minutes, and maybe could get enough rest.
They say that when a friendship ends is because the roads that held together simply ought not to be separated and more.
I wonder then, that I do I really, in my city I spend just trying to understand why there is a group that can get my attention and I can please them.
Then I remembered the ignorance and stupidity with which people live in my city, I do not fit here obviously do not fit in this place, yet many would say only Move in or move to another place, it sounds quite simple when you say, even for me, but I really have not finished my studies and my family situations do not allow to move elsewhere.
I wait about 5 or 6 years to go from here and yet no one says that I can do, say the time is cruel to those most desperate necesitamente something, that's when I see my age and still have have not had any good friends here, or at school ... even in college.
It's stupid sometimes feel so depressed about not having anyone to your side, constantly wondering if I should really worry about it, although I try not to, I do anyway.
I take refuge in the internet, chatting with colleagues or friends from other countries and see that they have no way of walking in circles of friends, have a partner, and always have someone to accompany them if they are sick or have any accident.
A month and half ago and I had a car accident and broke my knee, in the month of recovery and therapy, I had no visits, no one company I did it, I thought then it seems a ghost life I live.
Will say that maybe I have no friends in person but online, I'll tell, is not the same, never compare what a distance friendship with someone you can share, view, hug, laugh, mourn, among other things, something away because maybe you have them, but for some (in my case) does not fill the void I have.
There are many things I want to write, so that lengthen and could write a book with them ... but do not want to be dramatic, nor attempt to draw attention, I just want out of all the words and mimente questions or thoughts that hurt my brain I'm tired, I'm alone and just live in a place that seemed just a phantom life ...
They say that when a friendship ends is because the roads that held together simply ought not to be separated and more.
I wonder then, that I do I really, in my city I spend just trying to understand why there is a group that can get my attention and I can please them.
Then I remembered the ignorance and stupidity with which people live in my city, I do not fit here obviously do not fit in this place, yet many would say only Move in or move to another place, it sounds quite simple when you say, even for me, but I really have not finished my studies and my family situations do not allow to move elsewhere.
I wait about 5 or 6 years to go from here and yet no one says that I can do, say the time is cruel to those most desperate necesitamente something, that's when I see my age and still have have not had any good friends here, or at school ... even in college.
It's stupid sometimes feel so depressed about not having anyone to your side, constantly wondering if I should really worry about it, although I try not to, I do anyway.
I take refuge in the internet, chatting with colleagues or friends from other countries and see that they have no way of walking in circles of friends, have a partner, and always have someone to accompany them if they are sick or have any accident.
A month and half ago and I had a car accident and broke my knee, in the month of recovery and therapy, I had no visits, no one company I did it, I thought then it seems a ghost life I live.
Will say that maybe I have no friends in person but online, I'll tell, is not the same, never compare what a distance friendship with someone you can share, view, hug, laugh, mourn, among other things, something away because maybe you have them, but for some (in my case) does not fill the void I have.
There are many things I want to write, so that lengthen and could write a book with them ... but do not want to be dramatic, nor attempt to draw attention, I just want out of all the words and mimente questions or thoughts that hurt my brain I'm tired, I'm alone and just live in a place that seemed just a phantom life ...
Truttle
~truttle
Try to hang in there. With whatever friends you can find is the best thing you can do to keep your spirit up. Even if it's just online friends. You don't need to find friends in the city so much if you can't find them. I am the same as you and know how it feels.
