So it looks like the cycle is just repeating...I've earned the undying hatred of everyone that knows me. I've made an ass of myself. I've shot myself in the foot and am looking at the open road again as my only home, yay me...

Honestly, why even try anymore....there is just no point in it now.

I've lost the love of my life again...
I've lost my friends....
I've lost my will go live.