Hello everyone, its good to be on again ^^
I just wanted to take some time here late at night and say thank you...
though I have been very lame in presenting art, indeed most of it having that accursed "WIP" mark that may never be removed, I am still glad you all are with me still to this very day...I can barely remember when I got my first watch, but I know it is among one of my happier days =3
I am sorry for the delay in most of my work...some very bad stuff has been happening in reality...I do not wish to make anyone overly concerned or drag any of you into my drama, but needless to say, I felt very alone in the world only a few days ago...I felt mortal, frail and very insignificant, some terrible things almost came to pass upon a shroud of unknown betrayal and I almost went through with taking my life...again...
gladly, however, I did not submit to despair so easy, no swift resolve of pain. Nothing in this life that is great is an easy thing to obtain.
Now I am living in my home, with my beloved wife, content with the place I am in with the world. This does not mean I give up on ambition, but for now will have a long moment to catch my breath and reinstate the passions that I recently believed lost to my heart.
To all of you I thank you sincerely for keeping me watched. I keep the notifications of all my watches as best I can, to help drive me, thinking "at least a hundred and more will see my art, I should give it my all" and somehow that adds on to the self-drive of doing art simply for me as much for others.
My commissions were on a long pause, but not anymore, though tomorrow will be long and exhausting, there will be other days for this one, and those days will be filled with beauty, love, and hopefully peace.
my sincerest love goes out to all of you, selflessly I would give each of you a hug right now for no reason other than to say thanks. whether you care or not to have read on to this point, I hope you know that you all have a special place in my heart, I will do what I can for you, as material or immaterial as that is, and hopefully put up some god damned drawing finally XD hahaha!
now I am tired, but not in a bad way, and will head off to snuggle with my wife, good night to you all ^w^
~Sadistic Ice, Frostbite Cember, VY Valentine, Steffen Shure
p.s. you guys are awesome X3