Well I guess I should update you all on how things have been.

The Day of Silence went pretty well, save for the fact I got jumped and a few other things happened which weren't to fun now that I look back on it and I don't really give a damn anymore. My dog is scheduled to be... taken.. next Wednesday and due to a previous experience, my parents think that I stole 200 dollars from them .. which I didn't. I would never. But it hurt. I ended up crying like a damn madman. I hate crying... it makes me feel weak and like my dad should just smack the hell you to me to get me to understand something. my grades are ok I guess..... my job is ok but my boss keeps cutting down my hours to save her money which doesn't help us at all. Today on the bus I was harassed for being gay, ton of fun there. I am kinda mad at someone but he musnt know. He thinks we are all good and dandy and happy... well we arent. My 18th birthday is coming up and I am kinda excited but at the same time I dont think I am ready for the honor of being an adult.. or mature for that matter. I hate that word. Maturity. I really do. When you think about it .. its just a word people use to piss you off or as an insult. Its hard to gauge a persons maturity and thats one thing.. but as an insult is just wrong.

We are reading Catcher in the Rye and I like it a lot. Really fun book. I read a book called The Geography Club too.. thats a good book. I am typing this with my eyes closed so I can just reflect so please forgive me for bad grammar and all that whatnot. My ears hurt. I put in some new gauges but the tunnels weren't made right and tore my ear. Ouch. I am just rambling at this point and doing nothing really but I figure I should just keep going I suppose.

I wanna see someone very badly... but his dad will be home for a while so I cant go see him... and I wanna talk to someone but he is mad as all hell at me. Oh well...

Yesterday I went to dinner with 2 local furs and they were mean and told everyone it was my birthday to embarrass me. Oh well, we all started laughing our asses off anyway. Was fun and I love them both a lot.
Until tomorrow freaks geeks pals and gals.