this has been going on for some nights now where i simply cannot fall asleep untill after 4 even if im dead tired, I have no clue whats wrong with me but im currently only adveraging 5-6 hours a night when i usually get at LEAST 8 or 9 normally. (being self employed, i can obviously sleep however late i want but I feel like a lazy good-for-nothing when i sleep past 11 let alone noon. I did that crap in college, my sleep scedule got so messed up that i was almost officially nocturnal. yet here i am again, flirting with a 5am bedtime. I daresay its reaching the need for using mild sedatives for a little bit to re-boot my bedtime.


Also my right knee is starting to get all achey, which has me worried when its 90 something degrees outside (in the 30s for the celsius peeps out there) i should NOT have arthritis there i havent DONE anything to it and even if i DID why the fork is it acting up in the baking heat of summer? Explicame por favor.

(im 27 years old that is NOT old enough to start having joint pain..... shut up and let me beleive im not as old in body as i really am) (yes that is my actual age)