I'm sorta crushing on someone........but I have such bad luck with love

*my parents split me from my first and only bf
*I was crushing on someone but they weren't looking
*two of my crushes had girlfriends I didn't know about
*one of my guy crushes doesn't want to talk to me
*my first guy crush wasn't interested in me

Then before all those guys were four girls that rejected me.......one of them acted like they were going to be sick and yelled "I thought you were gay!" In front of everyone and ran out the room acting like she was sick........I cried that night

I don't even know anymore........I'm clueless when it comes to love T-T