This is not art realated at all. Mostly personal life related. Made an interesting discovery 'bout myself today.

I am writing down this story about me and a particular friend of mines’ little risqué adventure, and as I was recalling the information so I could write this journal entry out, I noticed every time he asked me (more like commanded me) to do something…I never thought about it. I just did it. No matter what turmoil was brewing in my brain about something…as soon as he gave me an order to do something, I instantly relaxed and did what he told me.

…He is the only person I have ever met that had that calming effect on me… Huh, makes me wonder about this ability to control me that he doesn’t even know about. Mostly, why does he have this power to sooth me… Be it a good or bad thing -I have yet to decide which it is- it certainly is fascinating to know I have so much unwarranted trust in this boy.