... I forgot to add that I also found out my other or former friend was a major drug dealer.. Yea I'm just not myself without her man... She changed me and I just can't stand her suicide.. Not because she is gone but because I couldn't help her when she needed me most after she did it so much for me...

Nothin you coulda done.. Not your fault...

All I got left is  spongepierre

Eeeeeh...! Poor poor you...! Deppressing things feel the worst when they all happen at the same time! But try to be positive! Now that you have seen the bottom, the only way is up!! Stay positive!!

Thanks! Because of help abd freinds I'm back up there and it is all thanks to people like you! Thanks for the support!

IM super happy to hear that!!! And youre super welcome!! X3

Well I'm glad your happy! It makes me happy. Gah I forgot to watch ya :)