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FINDING MY SELF *read plz*
13 years ago
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this has been crazy ride this past few years, posting and making friends, helping out you wonderful people, being inspired to. i feel like now im losing my way and why i wanted to do for my art. some time back i started drawing furry to make my feld of drawing bigger, like having another thing on top of drawing in the anime sty and doing difront stys to. and it was hard to get were i am now but i made it, so it looks nice and all. and soon i found out that furry was becoming a big thing and was getting me up there to be popular. so from this i try to post every day for you and i started to have a reputation on posting every day.
so some years go by and i feel my work dose not have the spark it use to have, and i felt i can try to do better on that but made only small improvement but not much. meny time i wanted to take a brake and think of better ideas but things happen in my house or my computer acts up. and i found out that i was kinda taking some ideas or looks from other peps to have some thing for that day (not really copy but felt it was a small rip off of it) i do hate copying even if its a small thing, it dose not feel right.
now since im over on trying to be popular. i can think a bit better but still i feel rushed to do someing. im now at the point were when i post some thing im not to happy with it not that im not good ( well if mess up on some thing yah but...) it no longer has what i started with, i had a look and feel i had going back in the day and i have lost it. so probly at the end of this week the posting will slow down or stop all together. this it to try to find my self and what i really want to do with my art.
as for the people who watch me from the begining (DA) and wanted more anime art im realllllly planing on doing more of them but for now you will still have to wait a bit longer.
as for friends on MSN messenger or SKYPE, i will probly not be talking much or at all ( so sorry its kinda mean but ill probly dont feel like talking)
i will still do some commission, but maybe slow on them (insted of the day of or next day finish)
and to end this im so sorry to if my ations hurt you. i hope to come back better or even be here agin.
thank you for ENJOYING my work
so some years go by and i feel my work dose not have the spark it use to have, and i felt i can try to do better on that but made only small improvement but not much. meny time i wanted to take a brake and think of better ideas but things happen in my house or my computer acts up. and i found out that i was kinda taking some ideas or looks from other peps to have some thing for that day (not really copy but felt it was a small rip off of it) i do hate copying even if its a small thing, it dose not feel right.
now since im over on trying to be popular. i can think a bit better but still i feel rushed to do someing. im now at the point were when i post some thing im not to happy with it not that im not good ( well if mess up on some thing yah but...) it no longer has what i started with, i had a look and feel i had going back in the day and i have lost it. so probly at the end of this week the posting will slow down or stop all together. this it to try to find my self and what i really want to do with my art.
as for the people who watch me from the begining (DA) and wanted more anime art im realllllly planing on doing more of them but for now you will still have to wait a bit longer.
as for friends on MSN messenger or SKYPE, i will probly not be talking much or at all ( so sorry its kinda mean but ill probly dont feel like talking)
i will still do some commission, but maybe slow on them (insted of the day of or next day finish)
and to end this im so sorry to if my ations hurt you. i hope to come back better or even be here agin.
thank you for ENJOYING my work
I'm a random watcher haha
I await your return.
Never stop doing what you love...and never stop loving what you're doing. :)
You got great talent if you became popular with original work. I mean guess how many people type in "Pokemon" on the search. Compare that with how many people type in "RU" on the search. Big difference but still you are recognized as a great artist.
That being aside, I understand that ideas are running out as more stuff is posted (especially when it's a daily basis) We understand if you want to take a break.
I'm sorry if I went off topic and/or have no idea what I'm talking about (typing this at night) But try to rest, refuel, and then return if you are ready. We can wait. Good luck.
Can't get rid of me that easily. I'll always look forward to your posts, whenever they may come. I may not be the most chatty of your friends/fans, but I'm here to stay dude. Do what makes you the happiest and helps you grow the most. ^w^
You've been moaning about wanting to take a break for a while now, So Take One.
And stop feeling so damn guilty about it. People take breaks and holidays all the time. Otherwise they'd get burn out and start feeling all gloomy and depressive about it.
So take you break, cheer yourself up a bit. and post whenever the hell you like xD
Well, please do take a break to find the answer to what's been troubling you.
I feel all has not been revealed here but it need not be.
Thank you for the endless time and effort you put in doing your art.
I really enjoy your works.
One day I hope to get a commission from you as a new being/person/artist who has found what he has been seeking all this time.
But in the mean time man take it easy.
GET SOME FOOD IN YA lol
-Jovo