You know its kinda like a hurricane. Headed towards the storm went through the onslaught of the beating almost broken...found quiet in the eye...before headed back to hell. And now...we are headed back to hell and weather the rest of the storm. Just need to weather the waves, wind, rain and not let it break me down. I know my inner strength won't let me fall. Yeah I'm Emotional but my STRENGTH is in my Emotions. We all got flaws, quirks and craziness. How can I help anyone with my light without my emotions. I can't. So therefore, I won't be silent about my emotions. They make me who I am. Period.

.the fact that so many people have said my emotional state is drama. You know what I get all my inner strength from my emotions. I get all my advice from my heart that I give out. And my emotional state MAKES me who I am. So I'm damned if I do, Damned if I don't. Can't have me without emotions it won't work. I'm damn near suicidal without them I already been DOWN that path before when my dad was alive. That shit don't work for me. So its either people accept me with emotions or they can take it elsewhere"

I don't care that its a christian band but this song fits how I feel right now:

http://youtu.be/-31_MQQUjwk

Pillar "Not Without a Fight"