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I draw extra stuff for free when you commish me & my Bio
13 years ago
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Yes yes. I have a habit of drawing extra stuff for my commissioners. Honestly I really can't help it. Sometimes it can be another picture, or a series of small pictures. I guess I get super happy when I get a commissioner and so to show them my gratitude I wind up doing extra stuff for them. Most of the time without them knowing until I show them it. Sometimes the pictures are colored sometimes their not. c:
So just letting people know, they'll most likely 99% of the time get extra pictures. And you can or don't have to tip me for it. I don't mind. It's completely up to the buyer.
And now on to a short-ish bio about me. Cause I feel pretty good sharing my personal information about myself. Because I've seen so many others share their stories on here.
My Bio/background:
My real name is Kayla, but in all honesty I prefer KuroKuro (yes both words). I also go by the name Kiki (but I prefer just my bestfriend kaimonster to call me that -inside thing-) I come from a poor ( and I highly mean poor background). I don't have a permanent home. My dad and I struggle to survive. We both live in my uncles basement, (with no windows ) for the past 4 years. The house is up for sale so people come in and out and check the place out to see if they want to buy it. Which sucks because they get to come into "my" room. ( I don't like strangers in my room taking pictures or seeing my stuff. It makes me paranoid.) So in move back and forth between my friends house to my boyfriends house or back to my uncles house (which I will stay there for anywhere from 1 week to a couple of months). So sometimes doing commissions or artwork in general is hard. Because sometimes I forget my art supplies at the other places I stay. Some people would think "wow how can you live like that. I would die blah blah blah". Well I have been doing this for almost all of my life (I'm 20 btw if you don't know). My family could never hold down own a home for more then 1-2 years. Sometimes my family had to live with their friends. Some have wondered why I haven't lived with other family members. Well this is why. I have been estranged from my mother and sisters for 10 years now. I hate her and my sisters very beings. They lie and cheat the government into giving them money. They live off of section 8 and these other things that they does NOT deserve. They're capable of working but choose for other people to pay for them through tax dollars. My /mother/ even got her boyfriend to lie and say he's disabled (mentally) he get's these checks like once a month from anywhere between $600-$800. My sister keeps having kids so she can get more money from them. And they usually move you into a bigger apartment/house and make you pay like less then $200 a month. And because of that not only does my mom side of the family hate us for that, they also hate us because we're mixed. So one whole side of my family is out of the question. And I am no where near close to my dad's side of the family. Even though I like them more then my moms side. So I am not only poor with a bad living arrangement, I also have the worse family ever. My mom smokes weed all day, lives off of section 8 and other things, refuses to get a job, and talks so much shit about everyone and everything. And does other horrible stuff besides that. She has never, not ONCE been a mother. So to this very day, I tell people I have no mother. My one sister is doing the exact same thing my /mother/ is doing. 'Cept she hates me to the point where she has /tried/ to kill me multiple times when we were younger. She still hates me to this very day. Has 3 kids by the same guy who has MULTIPLE FUCKING KIDS by different women. Just drinks alcohol a lot from what my little brother tells me. And as for the other sister. I don't even know how to explain her. She's a pothead (but a working one) and just likes to go out and party all the time and spend her money on vacations to the point where she lost her apartment and has to live with her dad. But that's a whole nother journal (which I won't do). I've also been homeless with my father and brother. But we stuck together and made it through. And I have doubts about my art. So I guess you can say I go through a lot? But I like to think that this is what will make me stronger.
All in all. The only family members I truly love, are my little brother and father. They have been their for 20 years of my life. We have been through hell and back. And I would never trade them for anything. Even my deepest desires.
But even though I go through this day in and out. And have felt no desire to live. I keep telling myself to hold on. I take deep breaths and exhale and tell myself "take one day at a time. Good things will eventually happen to you. You have gone through the darkness now. Now that you have that means I will go through the light. Good things will happen." And I also tell myself to never give up. I give myself goals to look forward to. To strive for what I want and believe in.
To be honest. Their is this one song that has always stuck by my side.
It's this song.
Nas - I can
Because of that song, I don't drink (cept Whiskey but I drink so rarely that I guess it doesn't even count), I don't do drugs (I wish I have never tried weed once, even to this day I still regret it) and I don't have sex.
So this is who I am... c:
So just letting people know, they'll most likely 99% of the time get extra pictures. And you can or don't have to tip me for it. I don't mind. It's completely up to the buyer.
And now on to a short-ish bio about me. Cause I feel pretty good sharing my personal information about myself. Because I've seen so many others share their stories on here.
My Bio/background:
My real name is Kayla, but in all honesty I prefer KuroKuro (yes both words). I also go by the name Kiki (but I prefer just my bestfriend kaimonster to call me that -inside thing-) I come from a poor ( and I highly mean poor background). I don't have a permanent home. My dad and I struggle to survive. We both live in my uncles basement, (with no windows ) for the past 4 years. The house is up for sale so people come in and out and check the place out to see if they want to buy it. Which sucks because they get to come into "my" room. ( I don't like strangers in my room taking pictures or seeing my stuff. It makes me paranoid.) So in move back and forth between my friends house to my boyfriends house or back to my uncles house (which I will stay there for anywhere from 1 week to a couple of months). So sometimes doing commissions or artwork in general is hard. Because sometimes I forget my art supplies at the other places I stay. Some people would think "wow how can you live like that. I would die blah blah blah". Well I have been doing this for almost all of my life (I'm 20 btw if you don't know). My family could never hold down own a home for more then 1-2 years. Sometimes my family had to live with their friends. Some have wondered why I haven't lived with other family members. Well this is why. I have been estranged from my mother and sisters for 10 years now. I hate her and my sisters very beings. They lie and cheat the government into giving them money. They live off of section 8 and these other things that they does NOT deserve. They're capable of working but choose for other people to pay for them through tax dollars. My /mother/ even got her boyfriend to lie and say he's disabled (mentally) he get's these checks like once a month from anywhere between $600-$800. My sister keeps having kids so she can get more money from them. And they usually move you into a bigger apartment/house and make you pay like less then $200 a month. And because of that not only does my mom side of the family hate us for that, they also hate us because we're mixed. So one whole side of my family is out of the question. And I am no where near close to my dad's side of the family. Even though I like them more then my moms side. So I am not only poor with a bad living arrangement, I also have the worse family ever. My mom smokes weed all day, lives off of section 8 and other things, refuses to get a job, and talks so much shit about everyone and everything. And does other horrible stuff besides that. She has never, not ONCE been a mother. So to this very day, I tell people I have no mother. My one sister is doing the exact same thing my /mother/ is doing. 'Cept she hates me to the point where she has /tried/ to kill me multiple times when we were younger. She still hates me to this very day. Has 3 kids by the same guy who has MULTIPLE FUCKING KIDS by different women. Just drinks alcohol a lot from what my little brother tells me. And as for the other sister. I don't even know how to explain her. She's a pothead (but a working one) and just likes to go out and party all the time and spend her money on vacations to the point where she lost her apartment and has to live with her dad. But that's a whole nother journal (which I won't do). I've also been homeless with my father and brother. But we stuck together and made it through. And I have doubts about my art. So I guess you can say I go through a lot? But I like to think that this is what will make me stronger.
All in all. The only family members I truly love, are my little brother and father. They have been their for 20 years of my life. We have been through hell and back. And I would never trade them for anything. Even my deepest desires.
But even though I go through this day in and out. And have felt no desire to live. I keep telling myself to hold on. I take deep breaths and exhale and tell myself "take one day at a time. Good things will eventually happen to you. You have gone through the darkness now. Now that you have that means I will go through the light. Good things will happen." And I also tell myself to never give up. I give myself goals to look forward to. To strive for what I want and believe in.
To be honest. Their is this one song that has always stuck by my side.
It's this song.
Nas - I can
Because of that song, I don't drink (cept Whiskey but I drink so rarely that I guess it doesn't even count), I don't do drugs (I wish I have never tried weed once, even to this day I still regret it) and I don't have sex.
So this is who I am... c:
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As for everything else, you are so very strong, more than I even remotely knew about. I mean I've wanted to know more of you for a while even though we don't necessarily talk much. This is really a glimpse and I'm glad I have that much more of it. Keep on living, you'll make it.
And thank you. Honestly when I hit submit I knew exactly who would have read it. You and CalCal.
Wow, fetish porn site, I thank you so much. But moreso, I'm glad to know you. I don't know [and have often thought that] if I've annoyed you in the past but for what it's worth, you're a really cool chica. :D