Right now...I am officially depressed. I lost a dear friend whom I barely know due to my actions. I don't know why he blocked me but whatever it was....it was never intentional... I mean I don't remember saying any obnoxious comments at all... What the fuck is going on with me? First, I lost Shane because I made asshole comments about his artwork AND flirted with him. I don't even remember how or why I seduced him in the first place!!! This time I don't have any recollection of any harassment whatsoever! I mean is it me? Is it just me? I don't know who the fuck I am anymore...