This is a copy/paste from skype, rexplaining this hurts alot
13 years ago
Ramblings of an edgy idiot.
[2:21:54 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: The reason I am a "Almighty troll prick" is because of my fault.
[2:21:59 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I am going to tell you a story,
[2:22:11 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Once upon a time, there was a kid, who made friends when the wrong people.
[2:22:24 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Well, that kid grew up, and stopped haning out with said people.
[2:22:50 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: After he got put into diapers he avoided them more then normal.
[2:22:55 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: They did not like that.
[2:23:20 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: They took it as, he was trying to get them arresting for doing illigal drugs.
[2:23:24 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Well.
[2:23:52 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Push came to shove, he was walking down the stairs at school one day, they kids there behind him.
[2:24:23 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: He looked around and before he knew it he was thrown down a flight of 30 stairs and kicked the living shit out of.
[2:24:47 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: He was going to say something, but one of the kids had a weapon.
[2:24:58 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: So he kept his mouth shut.
[2:25:20 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: days went by and he was threatened day in and day out by the same people.
[2:26:26 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Finally, he was walking to the bus at tech school and the kids shoved him into omcomming traffic, lucky he tripped and fell because they could puch him.
[2:26:34 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: He reazlied then and there, they wanted to kill him.
[2:27:03 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Why did they? He didn't know, what he did know is that if he told someone it would get worse.
[2:27:35 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: So for 5 years he endured the pain and suffering the kids could dish out.
[2:27:57 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I lied about a lot of things, and I am telling you the truth right now, because I cannot take it anymore.
[2:28:10 PM] Blade: lol 5 years try 10 years for me of being bullied
[2:28:28 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: My incontinence was going to heal, I would have been out of diapers by the time I was 15.
[2:28:30 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: But...
[2:28:46 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I was constantly kicked in the spine and thrown down the stairs.
[2:28:56 PM] Raven Welesa: right...so you being treated like shit gives you the right to do that to people that you don't even know?
[2:29:00 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Gradually, I got lower back tauma.
[2:29:03 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Listen.
[2:29:32 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Why do I!?!?!
[2:29:42 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Maybe because I am afraid it will happen again.
[2:29:49 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: So I want to appear to be an asshole...
[2:31:17 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: You know why I am permenantly incontinent?
[2:31:21 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: It is my fault...
[2:31:29 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I always blamed it on my parents.
[2:31:40 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Because I have anxiety, and they never took me seriously.
[2:31:53 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: So I never got it checked out, and by the time I did, it was to late.
[2:32:12 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: It is all true, I am trying not to cry.'
[2:33:02 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: You do not understand how hard it is... I have grown so used to being an asshole so I do not make friends with the wrong people again.
[2:33:28 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: When I was 11 I made friends with Hatboro gang members.
[2:33:34 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I had no idea of this at the time.
[2:33:43 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I though they just liked me because I was a good skater.
[2:33:54 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Until on night....
[2:35:03 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: When they asked me to meed them for a cerimony, it involved me getting a portion of the skin on the kunckle of my thumb cut by a razor so we were "Blood brothers". I saw movies and I thought it would be cool.
[2:35:20 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I didn;t realize it would turn out that way when I got older.
[2:35:27 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I feel like such an idiot.
[2:35:54 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Because this whole thing could have been avoided, if I didn't lie to my parents and told them I got cut skating.
[2:37:09 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: That is why I am the way I am.
[2:37:21 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: A "Internet badd ass" as you call them.
[2:37:26 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Because I am afraid.
[2:38:14 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I am sorry, I won't waste your time anymore.
[2:41:00 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I am not ever going to repeat any of that, as it is a flashback I do not want to relive.
[2:41:02 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Ever.
[2:41:16 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I would sooner blow my brains out that have it all play in my head again.
[2:42:03 PM] Blade: dub let me try to help you because you are affraid. Try to show your true colors if people dislike you because of it let them it the internet no sweat off your back but hiding isn't going to help. Hidding is what tutrles do when they are scared humans need people they can trusted. If you gain someone trusted and make a friend they will help you more then you can imagtion. They won't care what you do as long as you are loyal to them
[2:42:39 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Okay.
[2:45:42 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: But, that is the story of me.
fact i am a derp it there opion.
[2:46:04 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Just a normal fun loving kid until he fucked up one day, and years later turned into a nightmare.
[2:47:14 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: What I did can never be undone.
[2:47:49 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: People don't like me on the internet, in person they do, but not online.
[2:48:13 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I liked the fact that I could say waht I want and have no one trying to kill me at school.
[2:48:34 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I liked feeing "Big" it made me feel like I was stronger.
[2:48:56 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Kind of like a school bully, but from doing that I turned into exactly what I was afraid of.
[2:21:59 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I am going to tell you a story,
[2:22:11 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Once upon a time, there was a kid, who made friends when the wrong people.
[2:22:24 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Well, that kid grew up, and stopped haning out with said people.
[2:22:50 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: After he got put into diapers he avoided them more then normal.
[2:22:55 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: They did not like that.
[2:23:20 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: They took it as, he was trying to get them arresting for doing illigal drugs.
[2:23:24 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Well.
[2:23:52 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Push came to shove, he was walking down the stairs at school one day, they kids there behind him.
[2:24:23 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: He looked around and before he knew it he was thrown down a flight of 30 stairs and kicked the living shit out of.
[2:24:47 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: He was going to say something, but one of the kids had a weapon.
[2:24:58 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: So he kept his mouth shut.
[2:25:20 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: days went by and he was threatened day in and day out by the same people.
[2:26:26 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Finally, he was walking to the bus at tech school and the kids shoved him into omcomming traffic, lucky he tripped and fell because they could puch him.
[2:26:34 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: He reazlied then and there, they wanted to kill him.
[2:27:03 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Why did they? He didn't know, what he did know is that if he told someone it would get worse.
[2:27:35 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: So for 5 years he endured the pain and suffering the kids could dish out.
[2:27:57 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I lied about a lot of things, and I am telling you the truth right now, because I cannot take it anymore.
[2:28:10 PM] Blade: lol 5 years try 10 years for me of being bullied
[2:28:28 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: My incontinence was going to heal, I would have been out of diapers by the time I was 15.
[2:28:30 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: But...
[2:28:46 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I was constantly kicked in the spine and thrown down the stairs.
[2:28:56 PM] Raven Welesa: right...so you being treated like shit gives you the right to do that to people that you don't even know?
[2:29:00 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Gradually, I got lower back tauma.
[2:29:03 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Listen.
[2:29:32 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Why do I!?!?!
[2:29:42 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Maybe because I am afraid it will happen again.
[2:29:49 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: So I want to appear to be an asshole...
[2:31:17 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: You know why I am permenantly incontinent?
[2:31:21 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: It is my fault...
[2:31:29 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I always blamed it on my parents.
[2:31:40 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Because I have anxiety, and they never took me seriously.
[2:31:53 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: So I never got it checked out, and by the time I did, it was to late.
[2:32:12 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: It is all true, I am trying not to cry.'
[2:33:02 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: You do not understand how hard it is... I have grown so used to being an asshole so I do not make friends with the wrong people again.
[2:33:28 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: When I was 11 I made friends with Hatboro gang members.
[2:33:34 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I had no idea of this at the time.
[2:33:43 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I though they just liked me because I was a good skater.
[2:33:54 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Until on night....
[2:35:03 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: When they asked me to meed them for a cerimony, it involved me getting a portion of the skin on the kunckle of my thumb cut by a razor so we were "Blood brothers". I saw movies and I thought it would be cool.
[2:35:20 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I didn;t realize it would turn out that way when I got older.
[2:35:27 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I feel like such an idiot.
[2:35:54 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Because this whole thing could have been avoided, if I didn't lie to my parents and told them I got cut skating.
[2:37:09 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: That is why I am the way I am.
[2:37:21 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: A "Internet badd ass" as you call them.
[2:37:26 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Because I am afraid.
[2:38:14 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I am sorry, I won't waste your time anymore.
[2:41:00 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I am not ever going to repeat any of that, as it is a flashback I do not want to relive.
[2:41:02 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Ever.
[2:41:16 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I would sooner blow my brains out that have it all play in my head again.
[2:42:03 PM] Blade: dub let me try to help you because you are affraid. Try to show your true colors if people dislike you because of it let them it the internet no sweat off your back but hiding isn't going to help. Hidding is what tutrles do when they are scared humans need people they can trusted. If you gain someone trusted and make a friend they will help you more then you can imagtion. They won't care what you do as long as you are loyal to them
[2:42:39 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Okay.
[2:45:42 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: But, that is the story of me.
fact i am a derp it there opion.
[2:46:04 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Just a normal fun loving kid until he fucked up one day, and years later turned into a nightmare.
[2:47:14 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: What I did can never be undone.
[2:47:49 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: People don't like me on the internet, in person they do, but not online.
[2:48:13 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I liked the fact that I could say waht I want and have no one trying to kill me at school.
[2:48:34 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: I liked feeing "Big" it made me feel like I was stronger.
[2:48:56 PM] ♥Jimmiboi"Dubcub"♥: Kind of like a school bully, but from doing that I turned into exactly what I was afraid of.

Prodigious9
~prodigious9
You little turd. I like you on the internet and in RL :p

Skreamlol
~skreamlol
OP
Hehe, well you would be one of the first. :P

Prodigious9
~prodigious9
Well, you've never done anything to me. I'm un-trollable and I dealt with asshole everyday in the Navy only some of those asshole happened to have some form of authority over me, so I've learned to deal with it Xp. Basically there is nothing you can do- short of killing a small animal and sending me video of it... or maybe delete a commission I'm working on- that can really make me not want to talk to you for more than a day or two.

Skreamlol
~skreamlol
OP
Hehe, I am the same way. :P

Skreamlol
~skreamlol
OP
No, not at all Don.

Skreamlol
~skreamlol
OP
Not sarcastic, it is hard to detect sarcasm through text.

Coren
~coren
Meanie! *gives a hug and a lick*

Skreamlol
~skreamlol
OP
*Licks and huggles* :3

Chago
~chago
You seemed pretty likable at AC...

Skreamlol
~skreamlol
OP
Yeah, my personality differs from person to Internet.

Chago
~chago
You could, you know, just... stop trolling...perhaps

CKTimberwolf
~cktimberwolf
I like you on the internet dammit! D:< :P

Skreamlol
~skreamlol
OP
Because you like trolls lol.

CKTimberwolf
~cktimberwolf
i usually hate trolls, but you, i like D:

Strowh
~strowh
Hey, man. I like you as you are. You are my buddy, dubcub. Nothing is gonna change that.

Skreamlol
~skreamlol
OP
I know you do Derrik, because you know me in person, If you only knew me on the internet I am just a troll most of the time.

dethmachine5
~dethmachine5
You were pushed over the edge and from that experience it changed you, but after a while you turn inot your good old self. I would tell you you a story, but now isn't the time. Here is something quick and easy to "learn the worlds full of A.. Holes but you don't have to be. You can be one of the few genuine good ones.

Skreamlol
~skreamlol
OP
I am currently changing my attitude on the internet, it will be hard but worth it in the long run.

dethmachine5
~dethmachine5
Here is one suggetion though DON'T GET ON YOUTUBE they push my buttons and I am generally calm!

Litpup
~litpup
Douchebag. ;)

Skreamlol
~skreamlol
OP
DOUCHEBAGGIER!!