I probably might not be going to IFC. Aside from not having a ride, I would like to be here with my friend,  rezzi

Her grandfather is nearing the end of his life and the entire family has come out to visit him before he goes. At the moment, his vitals are slowly coming to a halt. His breathing is shallow and his extremities are starting to swell. The underwent a surgery last week and since then, his kidneys and liver started to fail and he just got more ill. I never got to see my mom, my great gran, and others go but I feel that me being here at least is better than not showing up at all. Although the sight of watching someone's life slowly come to a halt scares me, everyone in the family has been telling me that I've been the biggest supporter of being here.

I really don't know what else to say, but I'm going to play a few songs before he goes, because he told me that I liked my singing and the sound of me playing guitar for him.

I'll be around somewhere.
~Sazume