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idk what this is...had to put it out there
13 years ago
It's Time To Rap This Up We Getten 20% Cooler!!
idk if this is my jeluse talking or whatever but i had to put this out there this is too my 2 most dearset friends in my life...witch i miss the most in my life...i wish i was there more for you both wish i could buy things for you like books toys dolls all that,,,wish i could dry your tears and hold you when you are down...but i feel ive never been so secseful i feel ive failed all that..i dont have money or a car to drive up to you both in all i can do is draw things for you and give you kind and loveing words if i could id buy you anything you both wanted all you had to do was ask and there you have it...if i were rich id buy you both a big house you always dreamed for and get all the art saplies you wanted...but...i cant.....idk if this is me being jeluse of you both with your other friend...but..if it is im sorry....i feel ill never see you both again and all its doing is makeing me depressed and killing my heart...i need you both here holding me and us doing what we did every weekend i spent there.....
I got those things for them because I didn't want them to feel left out when they told me that they had found them at the store and couldn't get them, and I wanted them to have something of the game that they can actually hold and use that's not just a book that can be torn easily. If I had more money I'd of probably gotten you Grunt since I saw him and mailed him to you, but I've got to watch my money too. I'm not rich, and I don't claim to be. I do have a car, but I don't have all the time in the world to drive everywhere I want to go. Work has kept me busy and school is going to be starting soon, so I'll be even more busy then and won't have much time to visit them.
Like I said before, gifts are a nice thing to get or give to people, but no amount of money or presents in the world could compare to true friendship. If they truly care about you, then they would tell you the same thing I just told you. There is no need to be jealous and there never will be. Just continue to be there for them like I have, even if it's through phone or the internet, and there will be nothing to worry about. I promise
Kat, friends go through tough times. There will be arguments and fights, and that's perfectly normal. True friendship means that you can work through your problems, no matter how severe they were, and still remain friends. If the girls didn't say that they didn't want to stay friends with you anymore, then that means that they still want to be your friends. To be honest, those sort of problems that may have happened in the past were really to test the strength of your friendship. If I didn't know any better, I'd say that your friendship with them is stronger than the one I have with them, because you always come back together.
You are not a failure as a friend, lover, or as a sister. If those things hadn't happened the way they did, then you wouldn't have learned anything from it and neither would they have. Common interests, wanting to be around them...even sharing experiences is what my dad says makes good friendships. Material assets don't mean anything in a friendship, as one may have something, one may not, both may have something and both may not.
Because the three of you shared all those experiences and can still manage to come together and resolve your differences, that's really all there is to your friendship. And I honestly don't think I can ever have that experience or that opportunity to grow my friendship with them. Again, gifts don't matter. They're a nice thing to have and five, but they don't mean that our friendships have to be built upon that.