hy everyone, I just wanted to let you all know that I might not reply to anyone in the next few days
I just dont feel like doing anything.
A friend of mine even though I didnt know him for long was about to let himself go. I tried hard to convince him and it even seemed to work but now it´s just like I never were to help him.
I dont even know what to say, I just feel like crying.
He was already a good friend of mine but I have to let him go now.

David... I hope you did the right thing, even if I don´t believe in god or heaven I hope you wont suffer now, whereever you are I hope you rest in peace.
And if your soul will be reborn I hope you will be better off in your next life.

I dont want you to write me notes about you feeling sorry for me, or do it in this journal
Just one thing, if you concern, give him a last prayer,... or remain silent

Inokorasai... Tokraiti osa Ikraiti... Myosantay Nusat Intoyantasai... korda minkara inchankantray....

Friend from light and darkness... My blessing I give to you, a soul lost is nothing without someone to help it fly its wings...

those were his last words... I hope you will rise again, reach the skies and glow brighter as any star... farewell, my friend



EDIT:
He´s back, he returned to me, he did what he was about to do but the ambulance picked him up, his former GF called them, he was about to go but they could save him, she saved him, the one he thought he hurt so much and the one he never wanted to hurt again.
He was in hospital for several hours thinking about what he did and if he really had no chance.
I´m so glad he did ´cause he came to the clue that he didnt hurt her, she loves him even now.
I talked to him already and he told me about his dreams with her and so on. I´m so glad he´s back now.
David I dont wanna lose you again
Dameas, I´m sorry, I´m still used to your old name