Well, I've been thinking a bit about where I am in life. I am waiting on my dad to take care of some things so I can get financial aid for college, which starts in less then a month. I know it's a bit close, but I couldn't do it any earlier due to events going on and the fact that i only established residency in may. Then orientation messed things up by changing my statues from future student to enrolled making the financial aid department not get my change in residency. Anyway moving on.

when college starts, I'm going to come up with some sort of schedule for doing what I need done, and make time to spend with friends and other desired activities. I'm hoping that I will be able to make time for drawing a bit. We'll see.

I have been having trouble a bit lately with trying to figure out some things in my past. I wonder if it's better to not remember some things, or if it's better to know who I used to be. I feel like part of me is trying to force my memories, where another side of me is holding them back, trying to keep them from me. I'm going to try talking to my dad about it some time in the near future, if I can.

On a lighter note, anyone ever feel like you have so much energy, but can't bring yourself to do anything? Ever feel like you have so much extra time in the day, but never can find the time to do things? I'm wondering if there is some way to get myself going.

in some ways, I feel like talking here is pointless, as there are only two people that I know read these. But then I remember that I have two other reasons for writing these. the first is for my own record that I can go back and read later. the other is for more people to read when I have some good enough stuff online that people read through my old stuff.

I'm really thinking about working on the comic that I was planning a while back. I think I'll work on that now actually. I'm going to keep it just drawing for now, but may color it later on.

Wish me luck in my endeavors.