when you see your dad cry as much as he cried when u see him cry on his knees, when you see the tears i saw. when you hear your own father say "a mans purpose in life is to raise a good family and children" it fucking hits you hard. i was never addicted to it, im choosing to quite smoking pot for him, for my family for the love of my life . im not quitting because i think its ruining my health or anything, i kno it doesnt kill you or any of that shit, im still supporting legalization cause but im just not smoking it anymore, i may in the future save up money and open a dispensary or something to LEGALLY sell medical pot. but that aside it may be a long journey it may b short, its not like im going to tear my head off cause i havent smoked a joint or a bowl, i can live with out it. yeah the reason this whole thing started was cause he caught me weighing weed, i knew i was caught im not going to deny it. as ive stated earlier thats not the reason im quitting, its for my friends, my family and my fiance. sorry if i dissapoint any of you guys or anything but if u dont like the fact that i quit weed then go fuck yourself. my choice my life.you dont believe me or think ill just go back to it soon, you guys are fucking idiots if u dont pay attention to my journal too all my friends that support me or still smoke but appreciate what im doing, i love u guys u guys are the best group of friends a guy could ever have. and to my fiance i love you to death and ur the light in my life ^^, i love you all and thanks for understanding everyone :)