I went to my first fur con this weekend and it was great! I met new people, made friends, and was able to see some local furs that I haven't talked to in a while! I was even able to sell a tail that I made! Even though I forgot my purse with all my money and ID at home, I was able to get through the weekend thanks to , , and . I definately can't wait until next year! I will be going to the next RMFC!

Now it's time to blow off some steam:

I was expecting to get back to reality today, but that didn't happen. Within a minute of walking into the door last night, my mother decided it was a good time to tell me that I'm still a child. I was accused of being selfish and not caring about my family. She said that the housesitting job that was canceled was all my fault because I seemed to be unreliable. I already had that thought cross my mind, but I couldn't do anything about it. The person made her decision and I told her that next time they want to go on a vacation that I would make sure to be there. She further told me that I need to get off my ass and go find a job. That my online applications aren't doing shit. I was also accused of being a child. I was told that adults don't hang out with friends like what I do. She said that if I'm going to act like a child, I'm going to be treated as such. This is just making me want to move out even more. I can't wait until I get a job, save up some money, and find a new place to live! She just seems to enjoy pushing me away. I love her and all, but sometimes just wow.

Anyway, today is so much better since the parents are off to work. Finished some financial aid stuff for college and I'm going to drive around giving out some resumes and filling out applications. Hello real world.