Just Looking for Attention.... ^_^
13 years ago
That is what i think anyway. and most will agree.
How i see it, i am a nobody. just a shadow an the wall. No one sees me as anything of value. just someone to be there and be ignored.
No one would stay because of me in anyway. No one listens to me. No one notices me really.
No one notices me sitting right there for them, wanting to help them. And when i help them, no one knows i do.
I'm no friend, i don't help anyone, no one cares if i am there or not.
He. Hehe. Hehehe, hahahaha HAHAHAHAHA.
i could cut or beat myself and no one would notice, no one would care. I could disappear and no one would know or care. they would just ignore me.
hehehe.
I could bleed myself out, and not be seen.
Of course, if it's my blood, then it doesn't matter, it can always be spilled.
After all, it is such a pretty shade of red. and in the moonlight, as Hopkins said "have you ever seen blood in the moonlight? it appears very black" and such a pretty color it is.
If i could spill my blood and cause peace, it would be worth every drop.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. well now you can keep going on if you want, it is normal to me
How i see it, i am a nobody. just a shadow an the wall. No one sees me as anything of value. just someone to be there and be ignored.
No one would stay because of me in anyway. No one listens to me. No one notices me really.
No one notices me sitting right there for them, wanting to help them. And when i help them, no one knows i do.
I'm no friend, i don't help anyone, no one cares if i am there or not.
He. Hehe. Hehehe, hahahaha HAHAHAHAHA.
i could cut or beat myself and no one would notice, no one would care. I could disappear and no one would know or care. they would just ignore me.
hehehe.
I could bleed myself out, and not be seen.
Of course, if it's my blood, then it doesn't matter, it can always be spilled.
After all, it is such a pretty shade of red. and in the moonlight, as Hopkins said "have you ever seen blood in the moonlight? it appears very black" and such a pretty color it is.
If i could spill my blood and cause peace, it would be worth every drop.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. well now you can keep going on if you want, it is normal to me
FA+

hey since they dont really care then why should i care enough to inflict pain on myself if i dont really care that they arent caring.
slipped off the bandwagon from time to time
*hug* Emotions can get the best of us, but don't let them trick you down to such a dark place. When it starts to happen, think of the future. Remind yourself that your new best friend, or the best day of your life could be right around the corner- and go looking for them. If you feel like your friends don't care- talk to them about it. If they are good friends, they will care that you feel that way, and will want to change it. If they don't care- they aren't worth your time. Surround yourself with love, and with people who love you. No one else is worth your time. If you feel like your friends aren't enough, or you don't have enough friends- make some more. =3 You can never have too many good friends.
I hope things are better, and that the period of pain and intensity has passed. But if it hasn't, or if it ever crops up again, stop by our Sympathetic Ears page. It's a list of people who are always willing to lend an ear, or a shoulder to cry on. People who care about you and love you, even though they've never met you. And they wanna hear what you have to say.
*hug* keep your muzzle up, hun.
~Iwyim