FA+
Shop
hey guess what another update wow that was fast
13 years ago
i think
things are finally starting to pick up
but if i explain it it probably wont make since because i never fully explained why i was depressed in the first place
basically i have this friend
a best friend
a best friend that i actually like a whole lot more than a best friend if you catch my drift
he has feelings for me to and i guess just when it looked like we were going to form a relationship he took a vacation out of state
and then texted me about 2 weeks ago or so saying he may not be coming back
and it tore me up
after a conversation a few days ago i just stopped bottling in all my sadness and it hit me hard
but tonight we talked a lot and it turns out he will be coming back on the 21st
he just...isnt sure if its permanent or not
he says there is a small chance he will be going back to CO to attend school
but right now i could really care less especially if its a small chance and not a 100% chance
im just excited to see him again
and if he stays i may finally find a way out of the depression ive been stuck in for several months
so heres hoping that things continue to go well
thank you for reading
things are finally starting to pick up
but if i explain it it probably wont make since because i never fully explained why i was depressed in the first place
basically i have this friend
a best friend
a best friend that i actually like a whole lot more than a best friend if you catch my drift
he has feelings for me to and i guess just when it looked like we were going to form a relationship he took a vacation out of state
and then texted me about 2 weeks ago or so saying he may not be coming back
and it tore me up
after a conversation a few days ago i just stopped bottling in all my sadness and it hit me hard
but tonight we talked a lot and it turns out he will be coming back on the 21st
he just...isnt sure if its permanent or not
he says there is a small chance he will be going back to CO to attend school
but right now i could really care less especially if its a small chance and not a 100% chance
im just excited to see him again
and if he stays i may finally find a way out of the depression ive been stuck in for several months
so heres hoping that things continue to go well
thank you for reading
~Best wishes
Metalxwolf~
though
he has known how ive felt for over a year now haha
i think for the longest time he was just very uncomfortable with having a relationship cause he didnt want anyone to end up hurt
but i feel like he might be coming out of his shell because hes much more affectionate and talkative to me now haha
thank you though i might just do that
though im pretty bad at getting advice it may be worth it uwu
You should definitely correct me if I'm wrong, because it /SEEMS/ like you're back/coming back! =D
There's really not much more I can say that you and Metal haven't already covered here. I'm around rather frequently, and I like to think that I respond to just about everything said to me. That's my horribly dodgy way of saying "I'm not part of Sympathetic Ears, but I'm certainly happy to help in the same way if I can."
"so heres hoping that things continue to go well" - VadeVixen
Things certainly look very hopeful! I'm confident things will work out in your favor.
as far as coming back goes
i guess i am back
but
i wont be posting as much as i was
ill probably make another journal explaining why haha