been meaning to pst here but i have just been way to busy,
there's so much been going on, my work is keeping me running none stop and what free time i have had i havebeen spending with very good friends. i went last week and had a day trip out of state, and just after that i had friends over for a few days, mace droped by for a night and all in all it's been very nice haveing friends around that have been there for me even when i seemed to be pulling away. i am getting better at not doing that, but from time to time i do,, and with all the change that went on with kp and i going our own ways i have just been trying to stand on my own feet, i don't think i'm doing to bad at it . it's been much less stressfull and i don't feel so over looked. he and i are not talking and for all that went on it's best we do not try. things with that drama took way to long to get pushed aside, i can say i have seen more sides to him than i care to see any more of. he had wrote a nice fuck you letter to me all but saying that for the most part he was liveing here he had not really seen us going any where in life together, but turned around and blamed me for his fucked up life, he can blame all he likes, the letter really did not get to me, but it did upset a few others . on a side note, he has stoped sending letter to me here tho,,, and that's been very nice. i have had my hands really full with the upcomeing rcfm event i am haveing and all the work that go's with it. most will never know just how much work i put into it and i don't mind it staying that way. i do it for the love of it not just for the fame. as for the con, i can't wait to get a few days from work and just rest some, there's a lot of fur family coing into town for it and i can't wait. welp that's about all for my update....... hope that you are all dong great.