Very depressed
13 years ago
Today started out good no major problems. Talked to the boss about getting time off for Mephit Furmeet, OKLACON and FANGCON. He was ok about be taking the time off. I have told him about fur cons and furmeets in the past. Then 3 hours later he wants to see me in his office. Because I talk about going to fur cons and furmeets taking video. This creeped out someone bad enough to complain to my boss. So I have been told that my public activities are to be consider private and not mentioned at work. Well as you know I try to be a positive person believing one create happiness by ones thoughts, actions and words. Now at work I am not allow to talk about what make me happy. I guess I can talk about all the negative things in my live like working for the City of Dallas the worst paid city employees in the area, no chance to get promoted in the department unless someone dies, having to spend $5000 on teeth and car in 3 months. Last going over to my dad's house 5 days a week to check on him and the caregiver since his stroke over 4 1/2 years ago that left him bed ridden. What it boils down to I not allow to talk about what my me happy, only the things that make me sad and sick. Currently I am depressed and sad trying to figure out how to have a happy ( positive ) mental lookout for the future. So in the future if someone ask about my weekends at work. I guess I have to say "I'm not allowed to discuss things that make me happy".
P. S. Sorry about the typos in the previous message.... i was in a rush haha