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Gotta get my mind free
13 years ago
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Watchers,friends,peoples,hommies,other terms X3
As much as I loves you all......I need to clear my mind I want to empty all the unfortunate things from my mind. It's been holding me back for far too long I need to figure out where things stand with me on a few levels....mainly "this" retains to friendships. Started, lost, recovered, and forgotten by all means. I was hung up on the fact that being a fur and seeing IMs of people would give me a instant friendship to them but that was stupid. You can't gain an instant friendship with anyone from just one talk, joke, picture, or RP. Friendships are building blocks based off trust, understanding, held together by great fond memories from that bond. Truly something that doesn't happen of one convo or RP and certainly not from long extended periods of staying idle or being a ghost hardly even there. So I see where I was a fool in the aspect even with my problems and lack of courage from shyness. It's no excuse for staying silent to so many for so damn long v.v There is no way that some of the could have been friendships will ever be regained or restored honestly it made me a little sad but I understand sure there is a chance maybe some of those people may like to try again and sure I would like to as well. just I don't think I can gain any type of friendship like this really. So please this goes out to anyone who has or is on my friend list on anything. Delete me if you feel that the chance of a friendship is not possible, or if I had neglected to talk with some of you and you believe we had a real friendship Please tell me the truth I can change anything without a response and if anyone would like to try talking with me and hopefully become real friends is free to indeed my skype and steam info is still there just tell me.
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Thank you and I'm sorry
Seriously, after some of the cool stuff you've done for me, I'd be a complete douche to say otherwise.
People change, lives change, circumstances change, but friendships can last forever. Call yourself whatever you want, I still consider you to be a friend and if you ever need someone to talk to I'll be willing to listen to you.
i hope you find my response helpful and not too confusing. The last thing I want is for this to come off as insulting or hurtful.
So I shall say again, I am glad to be considered a friend of yours and I will stand by that no mater how much we talk.
Hugs