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WARNING! Social happenings rant. WARNING!
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Ya know, I really do wanna draw stuff. I've got a big ass list of ideas I wanna draw out, a challenge that's nowhere near halfway done, and a number of requests for icons that I was originally doing to try and get myself back in the spirit of things. Now? I don't even know why I'm here anymore. Fuck it, I'm just gonna play my cards as they lie. If anyone wants to hate on me or report me to the admins for who knows what, then go right ahead.

Mr. Speedy
Honestly, he's not the worst guy ever. He does incredible work, his sketches put my "finished" line work to shame, and he works at an inhuman speed. Now that that's out of the way, he's an absolute ass to some people. If you have any kind of emotions at all, anything, he pretty much shrugs ya off. He plays favorites and if you come off as whiny or irritating *and that's not hard to do* then he'll pretty much ignore ya till you walk out on your own. Yeah he's had some hard times so I can understand why he'd be a bit cold to some, but that excuse doesn't work for the rest of your life. *sigh* Yeah, I've called him a bastard and an asshole and who knows what else, but I don't think I really hate him, just wish he'd take off the mask he wears and open up as a real person.

Mr. Real
Another awesome guy. Not a superstar artist, but one of the most down to earth friends *if I'm still allowed to call him that* that I've known. Honestly, I have no reason to dislike the guy. Yeah he's moody at times and occasionally can take things the wrong way, but everyone does that from time to time and, I can't fault him for that. Especially since I've been in similar moods more times than I care to count. I have no beef with him, I just don't want to lose him as a friend.

Mr. Inbetween
This guy's just in a bad spot all around it seems. A little depression, a little aggression from time to time, a lot of denial, or at least it seems like it. He's another awesome friend that, while he's not a superstar artist, he does great stuff and is definitely worth checking out. However, he tends to come off as very introverted at times and a little, well, I don't know how to put it. He comes off as somewhat in the closet about a lot of his feelings. I don't know if it's fear, indecisiveness, or, what? He's another one of these people that can be really nice, he's just a little withdrawn most of the time. He's more of a mystery to me than anything.

So there ya go. Just my thoughts as of current. If anyone wants to bitch and whine about me sharing my thoughts then go ahead. I know what kind of shit storm I'm getting into. Even without using names I know I'm gonna get a shit ton of flack. Think what you want, I'm not looking for any more trouble, just some understanding. For any hard feelings that come of this post, I sincerely apologize. Pinki out.