How Can I Break This Habit?
13 years ago
General
I trust some friends or people I know to an extent...
Anyone i just met will hurt me..
Don't make permanent friends..
Friends will only lead to pain...
I have been alone for about a decade..
Big boys or adults don't cry...
Its weak to ask for help...
Loneliness makes you stronger..
God i could be emo and go on and on and on and on...I felt like updating my journal before going to bed. Better hide this crap before I scare someone. Better hide this crap, be a man and hide this under my mask. Maybe its time I listen to my favorite tune when I am like this (0:42 speaks to me the most). Also how do I make Youtube videos play here on FA?
I guess this is my emo way of saying ..I want to change something about me. A part of me I have been fighting behind the scenes for a long time. What I just described and then some...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=v2H4l9RpkwM&NR=1 <<<<Not like this but the other way
Anyone i just met will hurt me..
Don't make permanent friends..
Friends will only lead to pain...
I have been alone for about a decade..
Big boys or adults don't cry...
Its weak to ask for help...
Loneliness makes you stronger..
God i could be emo and go on and on and on and on...I felt like updating my journal before going to bed. Better hide this crap before I scare someone. Better hide this crap, be a man and hide this under my mask. Maybe its time I listen to my favorite tune when I am like this (0:42 speaks to me the most). Also how do I make Youtube videos play here on FA?
I guess this is my emo way of saying ..I want to change something about me. A part of me I have been fighting behind the scenes for a long time. What I just described and then some...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=v2H4l9RpkwM&NR=1 <<<<Not like this but the other way
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-you have to be careful with who you meet on the internet-
Don't make permanent friends..
-you will know if you can make a lerson a permanent friend based on how they treat you over long periods of time-
Friends will only lead to pain...
-all depends on who you befriend. You want some one who cares about you alot and not someone who will take advantage of you-
Big boys or adults don't cry...
-incorrect. Big boys and adults do cry. It shows they can show there feelings and expresse themselves and not be an empty shell-
Its weak to ask for help...
-you are strong when you ask for help. The weak are the one's that hide in the shadows-
Loneliness makes you stronger..
-no. It only makes you weak and pulls you into the darkness. This i know from personal expericnces. Friends nKe you strong. The pull you up and bring you higher into the light-
Let yourself come out from the mask and show your tue face. This who truly love you will stay because it is the man behinde the mask that they love. Those who leave are the one's who only love the mask and don't care about the real you
Alonely, i encourage you to bring out your real self, break the mask and show us the real you ~<3
I hope you're feeling alright...
And yes, Big boys and men do cry. Not a single person in the world can take shit all the time. People need help too. Why do you think there are such services and prevention centers out there?
Just remember a tough macho man biker saying he doesn't need help, who smokes, that he cannot live without smoking. That's the god he "worships".