I always see loadsa' people getting depressed and stuff on here and other places too, always seeing people saying how much they hate life right now or getting really down over a relationship or something that's happened to them but I've never really experienced it myself. I always thought that that was just the type of people that they were and that I just had a different personality (I know i'm so stupid sometimes X3 ).

I'm always really optimistic and I hate getting upset or angry, even though I'll cry over the littlest thing :') But recently I've been feeling reeeeeally bad o: It was so wierd for me at first because I've never felt like this before! It's like a horrible feeling in your chest whenever you think about a certain thing and sometimes it even physically hurts too! I know I'm probably exaggerating because it's new to me but I'll just feel so bad all of a sudden and I hate it :I I know exactly why it is and it's a stupid thing but I wish I could just stop thinking about it and getting so down all the time 3:

So all I wanted to ask was if anybody knows any good ways to make yourself less upset or depressed! ^^; I know that's probably a stupid thing to ask and I know talking to friends always helps but I feel like an idiot just boring them with all of my worries and I don't want them to think i'm begging for sympathy or anything! I just feel pretty bad the past few weeks and I've disguised it the best I could but now I just wanna let it all out :'D

Aaaaaaanyway~ Rant over ^^ Thank you so much you considerate/incredibly bored people who read all of this and let me know if you have any advice or if you feel the same or just wanna talk :3 More talking is definitely one of the things that helps me :3 So ya...Journal over~