so my mate for 5 years left me about 2 weeks ago didn't really know how to respond to it at first just kinda slapped into a brick walla called depression. but after a while and a combination from time with my master and my daddy and others around me i was moved out of my depressive state and now I'm back on the prowl looking for a mate hoping to find someone into the same stuff i am this time. hoping it goes right ^_^ so I'm finally better...hopefully ill be able to start writing again soon.