Mind racing
13 years ago
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Hey folks, Nix arting here!
Its summer end and I've done...well summer.
Monday I start classes with a relaxing schedule. As much as I want to pretend, last year was proof I could not handle too many responsibilities and it wore me down greatly. My studies are number one priority after taking care of myself of course. I know exactly what the formula, more or less, is to having a difficult schedule and that's volunteering for too many positions at school. The job wasnt difficult, show up to meetings weekly, keep notes, plan for the next, talk to the correct people etc. Problem was I had too many. Every day I was running to one meeting to the next. Cramming work, little sleep, social life falling apart, family issues rising.
Yet as I'm reading emails from the school, my mind is racing looking at all the work that needs to be done. Retaking classes. Recovering from academic warning. Getting my feet back on the ground and picking up where it all got cut off. Get the last stride in to get graduated and started on a career. Or something at the very least. I hear the job industry is really bad that its better to stay in school. How true is that when school tuition increases and living expenses increase and job payment lower. I dont want to get lost in this endless cycle of school-work-die, theres more to it than that.
the day is not over yet. There's a chance to put everything in order. I got friends. Family. Support. I got this *trips on own feet* sorta!
well. none.
Got some etching work done today. Tara the landlady said it's valuable material for my portfolio. Okay..
Random art have not done yet. I want to keep up with drawing even though I'll be taking art drawing classes >.>
Free ...none.
gonna get my flash installed. I want an Icon that moves
that be all folks!
life processing. Continue to bottom Monday I start classes with a relaxing schedule. As much as I want to pretend, last year was proof I could not handle too many responsibilities and it wore me down greatly. My studies are number one priority after taking care of myself of course. I know exactly what the formula, more or less, is to having a difficult schedule and that's volunteering for too many positions at school. The job wasnt difficult, show up to meetings weekly, keep notes, plan for the next, talk to the correct people etc. Problem was I had too many. Every day I was running to one meeting to the next. Cramming work, little sleep, social life falling apart, family issues rising.
Yet as I'm reading emails from the school, my mind is racing looking at all the work that needs to be done. Retaking classes. Recovering from academic warning. Getting my feet back on the ground and picking up where it all got cut off. Get the last stride in to get graduated and started on a career. Or something at the very least. I hear the job industry is really bad that its better to stay in school. How true is that when school tuition increases and living expenses increase and job payment lower. I dont want to get lost in this endless cycle of school-work-die, theres more to it than that.
the day is not over yet. There's a chance to put everything in order. I got friends. Family. Support. I got this *trips on own feet* sorta!
Art Status well. none.
Got some etching work done today. Tara the landlady said it's valuable material for my portfolio. Okay..
Random art have not done yet. I want to keep up with drawing even though I'll be taking art drawing classes >.>
Free ...none.
gonna get my flash installed. I want an Icon that moves
that be all folks!
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