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13 years ago
Recently while RPing I've branched off a bit. Normally, in real life I have two moods, a morbid, cynical one and a happy, cheery, "Thank you, have a nice day!" one. It's bled over into my writing, even.
For example, while just the other day I was working with a canine tooth for a necklace [I don't kill animals, but I make sure they are remembered], I was also roleplaying with a friend. In-RP I found myself being not Jase, but a darker, twisted version of the lovable oaf. I've already talked to that friend about drawing this Dark Jase once I get a ref for him.
But on the subject of my duality- It isn't fast enough to classify me as bipolar, and it isn't stress-related: I've been depressed and dark while I should be happy, and insanely manic happy under pressure. Vice-versa is true as well. Often I hover in-between... and I'm not complaining... but sometimes it makes normal folks [Read: Family] just absolutely pissy about my lack of emotional stability. Oh, well.
For example, while just the other day I was working with a canine tooth for a necklace [I don't kill animals, but I make sure they are remembered], I was also roleplaying with a friend. In-RP I found myself being not Jase, but a darker, twisted version of the lovable oaf. I've already talked to that friend about drawing this Dark Jase once I get a ref for him.
But on the subject of my duality- It isn't fast enough to classify me as bipolar, and it isn't stress-related: I've been depressed and dark while I should be happy, and insanely manic happy under pressure. Vice-versa is true as well. Often I hover in-between... and I'm not complaining... but sometimes it makes normal folks [Read: Family] just absolutely pissy about my lack of emotional stability. Oh, well.
