so here i am trying to get money to eat tonight... i'm trying to donate plasma to get money to eat, yet they keep withholding information so i have to make 3/4 trips back and forth to get the things i need.... by the third trip i give up because i don't have the things i need yet again.... my friend cannot donate until November, and the second plasma place i go to isn't accepting new donors at this time.


so i don't get to eat tonight. i don't care. i can starve.


i have a job at Hollywood Casino, but i start Monday, and getting there is going to be a huge issue because i don't have any money for gas. i also cannot pay my rent because i was out of a job for a month, and i haven't payed my utility bills because of lack of money.


so i'm about to get kicked out because of life taking a shit on me. life just completely shits on me.... been doing it for 7 years, i've had to fight for this craphole apartment, and for every-goddamn-thing i've ever had. i've literally had to fight tooth and nail just for BASIC NEEDS. i'm about to just give up. why should i care anymore when life hates me?