i feel so close to loosing it and i need to vent but the problem is i dont know how to talk to someone about what and why im feeling this way i have been feeling really iffy about me and my boyfriends relationship on top of it i just want to leave cali and never return i want to leave so bad but everytime i grab my escape plan it poofs away....i feel sorta trapped and lost and i feel like im just going to die here and idk what to do what really bothers me about my boy is the fact he never tells me what he is going to do at least let me know ur safe you know like he im going out for awhile text u when im home jus to find out u have been there for hours at your house u just forgot to call me because u were stressed idk man it bothers me