I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...
17 years ago
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You might not see me around for a while, guys. I'm really sorry about this,
I know I owe a few people pictures but I'm in a bad way at the moment and
life's not exactly getting any easier.
Last weekend, my parents had a terrible fight and the residue has been hanging
in the air ever since. Then last night, it kicked off again. My syepdad has it in his
that my mum has been cheating on him, if you knew my mum you'd know that is
BULLSHIT. So last night he made some unforgivable remarks and left for the whole
night, leaving my mum sobbing in my arms.
I'm a bit of a mummies boy, and I don't really care what anyone thinks about that.
I respected my stepdad too, until all this came about. Now I want him out of our
lives, but thats like tell a bear to stop shitting in the woods.
On top of this, my car has now been deemed too dangerous to driving, meaning
I need to go get another. Luckily, I get paid on Monday and I've seen a small cheap
thing that I like, but still, I loved my old car, I named it Jessy and everything.
So in short, I'm fucked. My brain can't cope with all this emotional stress and if
anything else happens or if someone gets in my way, I'm going to destroy them.
That's way I'm staying offline as much as I can bare it. I'm good friends with some
of you and yo don't deserve an arsehole like me beating you down.
I'll be back... Shortly. In the meantime, look after yourselves.
Dusk.
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And I wish I could be atleast some help really...
Hope you can cope with the stress, and I really do hope you and you're family get better.
shows I have a friend supporting me :D
I love ya hunn <333333 Thank you so much for understanding
as for your mum ans step dad, i have been therer in a bad way...except for him trying to say my mum was cheating...he knew better than that. no, my step dad was just a piece of shit till i turned on him, then it turned out he was a coward. i was only 16 at the time. it's difficult though. i had done my best to protect her, then later, i had to make her realize that i wasn't her "little boy" anymore. anyway, if you wanna talk about it Dusk, PM me sometime.
I mean, we're back to a happy house but I was prepared to be back where I was 7-8 years ago,
and feels a bit like a piss take... anyway, no things are fine and it's happy, tht's what matters.
Thanks dude, nice to have support ^^
Take your time. Tend to your parents, and take your time. We'll all be here when you get back.
I still drive a car that is prolly too unsafe to drive. It's an 11 year-old Volvo that's driven across the US three times. Then again, it is a Volvo, and nothing short of an 18-wheeler full of napalm and depleted uranium driven by Ironman could do much damage to an old-school Volvo...
I have a new car now, that needs a name.
Thinks are happier now. It was a hard situation, I had alot to forgive but...
Tank you dude ^^ nice to have a friend