My last and final journal on this website is this.
thank you all for watching me because of my pictures.

but don't unwatch me for this because i'm leaving..
i'll be selling all my stuff and other items and hopefully
use the money to survive...

my cousin, Edward H. will be the one to post
some pictures here and hopefully to keep this account alive...

you have been all good people to me...

and i won't forget that...

i may be a shadow here... a useless and an unwanted figment...

but underneath this black light... lies a heart of one soul...

trying to help anyone in need... through words and letters of empathy...

in this virtual world...

The person that will take this account may be different from me (though we are blood related)
but at least give him the chance to speak....

i guess that's about it...

goodbye...

you may not see me in person... but in my heart i consider you as a true friend...
there is no stranger for me, no enemies... just friends....

again....

goodbye....

~Hendrick R. ,09/05/2012, 6:05 (and counting new york time/ i'll be leaving at around 4:05 morning)