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Hey Thar.
13 years ago
Here there be words...
So hey, I've been pretty much inactive lately...I'm not sure anyone's missed me, but sorry if you have. Just FYI, you can always E-mail me at FluffehFoxeh[at]hotmail.com or FlufflehFoxeh@gmail.com, and you can always ask for my cell number for texting purposes though I'll only give that to people I know at least somewhat well.
I felt like barfing words, so here goes. Beware, there is no real method to my rambling. So yeah.
Anyway, so. Summer is now over, school has more than begun. I'm actually mostly grateful that it's back to school once more...Keeps my mind focused, I guess. I miss seeing friends, but really I'm not actually seeing them any less, so...*shrug*
Over the summer I entered and exited my third romantic relationship, which...Idunno. I feel a general apathy to most people at the moment, I guess. I feel like I'm really very lonely, but at the same time I'm not at all. Which doesn't make sense but what the hell actually does make sense in the end?
That said, I'm not really sure I should ever be in a relationship at all. I always fuck things up, it seems. And as bitter as that sentence may sound, I really don't feel bitter right now. It's actually very confusing, but not as annoying as I would think it would be.
It annoys me when I tell people that I'm a major bitch, and they argue that I'm not, then they get pissed at me because I'm a bitch and start whining. 'Cuz it's just like "I totally told you so, okay? Keep your fucking tits calmed, bro." Yeah, maybe I'm just too sensitive...Meh.
Anywho, yeah. Apparently I have serious depression and anxiety, which...Idunno. My therapist seems to think it's going to be something I can just take care of....Maybe she's right, but I don't think she is. Or maybe I'm just dramatic. That kind of seems like a fairly logical-ish explanation.
This really is getting jumpy-rambly. Heh. I've been watching Supernatural which is giving me ALL SORTS OF FEELS. Negative and positive. I don't even have wordssssss. I just....Asdfghjkl. FUCK PEOPLE I HAVE TV. ;u;
I told my mum that I'm a lesbian. She said she still loves me, and she hopes I never have a romantic relationship with a girl. So I guess that went well enough. Wonder what would happen if I dated....Not that it matters. Dating is a non-issue for now.
OH AND HEY. I'm turning 18 in a little less than two months. So that should be interesting, if nothing else. Tehe.
I'm kinda debating livestreaming tonight, or tomorrow, but Idunno. *le shrug*
I guess that's it...I had more to write when I started, but I forgot it I guess. Meh.
Ttfn,
~Fluffles/Donaver
I felt like barfing words, so here goes. Beware, there is no real method to my rambling. So yeah.
Anyway, so. Summer is now over, school has more than begun. I'm actually mostly grateful that it's back to school once more...Keeps my mind focused, I guess. I miss seeing friends, but really I'm not actually seeing them any less, so...*shrug*
Over the summer I entered and exited my third romantic relationship, which...Idunno. I feel a general apathy to most people at the moment, I guess. I feel like I'm really very lonely, but at the same time I'm not at all. Which doesn't make sense but what the hell actually does make sense in the end?
That said, I'm not really sure I should ever be in a relationship at all. I always fuck things up, it seems. And as bitter as that sentence may sound, I really don't feel bitter right now. It's actually very confusing, but not as annoying as I would think it would be.
It annoys me when I tell people that I'm a major bitch, and they argue that I'm not, then they get pissed at me because I'm a bitch and start whining. 'Cuz it's just like "I totally told you so, okay? Keep your fucking tits calmed, bro." Yeah, maybe I'm just too sensitive...Meh.
Anywho, yeah. Apparently I have serious depression and anxiety, which...Idunno. My therapist seems to think it's going to be something I can just take care of....Maybe she's right, but I don't think she is. Or maybe I'm just dramatic. That kind of seems like a fairly logical-ish explanation.
This really is getting jumpy-rambly. Heh. I've been watching Supernatural which is giving me ALL SORTS OF FEELS. Negative and positive. I don't even have wordssssss. I just....Asdfghjkl. FUCK PEOPLE I HAVE TV. ;u;
I told my mum that I'm a lesbian. She said she still loves me, and she hopes I never have a romantic relationship with a girl. So I guess that went well enough. Wonder what would happen if I dated....Not that it matters. Dating is a non-issue for now.
OH AND HEY. I'm turning 18 in a little less than two months. So that should be interesting, if nothing else. Tehe.
I'm kinda debating livestreaming tonight, or tomorrow, but Idunno. *le shrug*
I guess that's it...I had more to write when I started, but I forgot it I guess. Meh.
Ttfn,
~Fluffles/Donaver
Happy early b-day! :D ^.^