So me and have decided that for this year, we should not be a couple. This was a difficult decision for me to make, but in the end I know I cannot give him what he deserves while I am in England and that he cannot do the same for me. While yes I have only been gone 3 days, we have been arguing about handling England for a bit now. However, we are going to stay good friends and if we feel it is appropriate when I return to the states, see if we can try again.

I truly appreciate all of you for supporting us in this decision and not causing any drama by creating sides to take and what not.

Marcus, you are forever the man that I first truly loved. You always will be. I still love you as a person. As I said on the phone, I know this is hard, but its better to take this break than be in an unhealthy relationship, as that would only kill us rather than pause us. And yes, this hurts me too, you know me, and one of my highest values that I try to stick to is to avoid harming others. To have to do this is to hurt you and myself in the worst possible way, but it still is the mature thing to do as I said earlier to you. We will stay good friends I promise, your too important and awesome of a wolf to let out of my life.