of my grandfather... he passed away at 5:00 this morning, he was a good man, he lived a long life, and ill miss him dearly.


but i have a question for you, is it wrong that im not sad because of his death? im happy that hes passed on.... maybe its because i saw all the suffering he went through these last few weeks, or maybe its just that my relationship with him was never really that strong that it would be a crushing emotional blow to me, or maybe its because ive been dealing with the possibility of this happening for 2 years now, more than likely its all of the above.... all i know though, is that im glad hes no longer suffering that way, but i also feel guilty because im not really upset at all...