Usually I am very, very good about keeping my opinions to myself. But lately I have just been so angered, upset, sad, lonely and so many things at once. They've caused me to say inexcusable things to people, terrible things, things I would never wish on anyone. But I've said them, and for that I am extremely sorry. I guess that's all I can really say. I'm sorry. You cut me deep and I lashed out, you inadvertently found my one vulnerability and I lexploded, thinking you did it intentionally. I apologize, I didn't mean any of what I said. I know you probably won't accept this, and honestly, I don't expect you to in a million years but I just need to get this out while I sit here sobbing as I write this. I wish you the best.

--Shig