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13 years ago
Baron: "Ladies, I shall require your assistance."
Lady 1: "Of Course!"
Lady 2: "Anything!"
Lady 3: " Just tell us what to do!"
Baron: "Kindly, be so good, as to remove your knickers."
Lady 1: "Of Course!"
Lady 2: "Anything!"
Lady 3: " Just tell us what to do!"
Baron: "Kindly, be so good, as to remove your knickers."
With the closing of this week also comes the closing of another chapter of my life. It's nothing sour or bad. Hell, I should be overjoyed about it, but... I dunno...
That piece of paper I've been working hard for for the last few years. The nice shiny certificate that accredates my knowlege and skill. While I'm still technically waiting for it to arrive, I just,
ugh...
I really hate being at a loss for words, but I just feel out of sorts in the worst possible way. It's like... the whole world has been fading to odd shades of grey and nothing seems to inspire...
Going back through and re-reading what I've written, I realized I'm making no sense at the moment. The short of it is, I got my BFA in Computer Animation and have finally graduated from MIUAD and I've just slammed face first into what feels like a doozy of an art block.
It's not for a lack of ideas. I have qute a few things I'd love to start up and work on. It's just.. I dunno... Nothing seems to feel right. I still feel kinda burnt out from that last class and the porfolio review they had this past wednesday, but something keeps trying to drive me to doodle, draw, and generally work on something, yet, nothing seems to feel right about it.
Part of me is yelling "GO TO BED YA IDIOT, IT'S 1 F'KING 30 IN THE MORNING" while another side just compels me to silently sit and draw which soon has me clearing the canvas since it looks and feels like garbage.
It's maddening how this feels at the moment.... I want to start on something, anything, yet nothing seems to be coming out right.
I'd try opening for an iron artist, but, after the last 2 attempts at it netting me a grand total of takers, and requests/trades being about as dead, it makes me wonder why I even write journals. I get the occasional message from a few people, and, well, that's about it and I haven't even been getting messages from them either.
I dunno.... I guess it's just something that'll pass in a day or two. The art block I mean. Guess I'll just add another random journal to my pile and be done with it.
till next time...
Ras out
That piece of paper I've been working hard for for the last few years. The nice shiny certificate that accredates my knowlege and skill. While I'm still technically waiting for it to arrive, I just,
ugh...
I really hate being at a loss for words, but I just feel out of sorts in the worst possible way. It's like... the whole world has been fading to odd shades of grey and nothing seems to inspire...
Going back through and re-reading what I've written, I realized I'm making no sense at the moment. The short of it is, I got my BFA in Computer Animation and have finally graduated from MIUAD and I've just slammed face first into what feels like a doozy of an art block.
It's not for a lack of ideas. I have qute a few things I'd love to start up and work on. It's just.. I dunno... Nothing seems to feel right. I still feel kinda burnt out from that last class and the porfolio review they had this past wednesday, but something keeps trying to drive me to doodle, draw, and generally work on something, yet, nothing seems to feel right about it.
Part of me is yelling "GO TO BED YA IDIOT, IT'S 1 F'KING 30 IN THE MORNING" while another side just compels me to silently sit and draw which soon has me clearing the canvas since it looks and feels like garbage.
It's maddening how this feels at the moment.... I want to start on something, anything, yet nothing seems to be coming out right.
I'd try opening for an iron artist, but, after the last 2 attempts at it netting me a grand total of takers, and requests/trades being about as dead, it makes me wonder why I even write journals. I get the occasional message from a few people, and, well, that's about it and I haven't even been getting messages from them either.
I dunno.... I guess it's just something that'll pass in a day or two. The art block I mean. Guess I'll just add another random journal to my pile and be done with it.
till next time...
Ras out
